hello! merry xmas! ^^
so, i shall continue with yst's story.
shabu shabu for dinner, awkward max ok.
before we eat, i have to like....ask lots of ppl to eat i mean like....
"uncle eat, auntie eat, auntie eat, auntie eat,jiejie eat, korkor eat."
before i can EAT. and and dropped my chopsticks twice. twice. damn......so ps..
as i was eating, mario korkor came,
korkor: ah koh, why you never talk to him*referring to leslie*
me: er.............
korkor: say hello or hi to him! ^^
me: HI! **but leslie is like right infront of korkor and me.
leslie: *looks up from his hp and look @ me. "HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA"
me:*laughs but awkward you know.*
korkor: *came out of the kitchen* ah koh, why you never talk to him?
me: i did...i said hi. and he just keep on laughing.
leslie: *laughs*
korkor: ask him what's his name. *smiles*
me: whats your name?
leslie: HAHAHAHAHAAHH
me: ......*laughs*


-in the kitchen-

i was putting the leftover food into the fridge ......
korkor: ah koh whats his name? *points to leslie*
me: ..... leslie?
korkor: NOT HAHAHAHAHAH MEH?
me, korkor , leslie: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAH
1020, ppl start to go home..... and zack and cody !! on disney channellllllllll^^


santa's pressie for lauren is here! she dragged me out of bed to accompany her to get her pressies open. and she was looking for santa's pressie for her. but thats what all 5 year old kids do right?
it was a fish tank with 4 fishes in it!
we played hedbandz. its smth like taboooooo.
then had steamboat for lunch and...............bathed.........here i am blogging!! ^^
gg to cousin's house later.....so i can see femfem*and wig**!
*female cat
**male cat

ok, thats all. got to go! ^^ bye kiddo, melly xmas! i bet no one's reading. but its ok, i shall continue to blog ^^

hello! its been quite some time since i last posted.........so here i am! ^^
i miss ppl in sgp. :( haizz. but i miss vb more hehehehehehehe
watched guilliver travels yst. . . . . heheheeh awesome. watched it @ XXI premiere
the cinema provides blankets in the drawer inbetween the seats. nearly fell asleep while watching cos the seat is simply too comfty!! i can lie all the way down!! with my feets right infront me, not below me.

hello! im finally blogging again. yeah. LOL.
14th dec.
kinda angry with the jetstar woman @ the counter.
she said i wasnt 14 yet so she didnt issue the boarding pass. -.- the internet didnt say so.
went to get lauren's xmas and bday pressieeeeee LOL.

15th dec.
woke up, went to dufan!
fun like idk ehehehe.
best part, we dont need to queue coz jiejie got the fast trax tix hehe.
ate @ idk what place. somewhere on the beach.
found a jelly fish while waiting for our food to come.
wow we waited from sun till sunset. lol idk what i am typing hehez.
fed lotsa mosquitos.
at least 10 mosquitos. damn.

16th dec.
lauren's bday!
woke up @ 11 sgp time, did the clay mermaid.......
bathed....
ate.....
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i saw leslie. lol. kinda broke his voice and sounds like a ..... guy
hehhehehez LOL. oh and prolly his mom too. LOL ok.
now my eyes are closing and im dead tiredddddd. hehehe gg bathe now and off to bed!

i wonder just where i am in your mind. please tell me what to feel. going for b girls training, hope there wouldnt be any probs. i rly hope. im gna train really really hard so you just watch. c bitch.

14 th is coming yeah! and i hope 30th isnt gna come anytime soon :) can you just imagine how good your holiday would be if it wasnt for the homeworks? :/

i hate hiding. and yes, this would prolly be what i hate too.its like i hope you know and i hope you dont know. i dont want you to know because i dont want to ruin our relationship. yes. current relationship. im kind of pissed actually. knowing that im just a substitute...and i cant DO ANYTHING. i suddenly remembered, back then how you desperately 'begged' people just to help others. yeah, that was nice of you. but it was definitely not fair for/to the other one . why not i let you, then i beg you back for it. how does that sound huh. yeah, it doesnt concern me, so why on earth am i talking about it? i just hope that you know that it would be kinda selfish and rly unfair if you did that. im sorry but i really need to let it all out otherwise im gna die from it. i get pissed just by the thought of it. i mean its like i cant blame you for doing that. i cant blame anyone for doing that. its like.....its natural for you to think that way. so yes, huibing, you're wrong. i cant get over the fact that you choose to rather trust someone than someone that you know, at least wont betray you. my friend told me not to trust you. you told me not to trust my friend. who exactly am i supposed to trust. you told me its not stupid to just look @ the stars. and its kinda rude and mean of you to tell me in my face that looking @ stars are stupid. yeah, who am i, you wna be rude then let it be. i have always treated you as my best friend but now you treat me like shit ok. arrgh forget it. no one gets me. no one ever did. im really training very hard now. to secure my position. i can still remember how sick i was yesterday, i cant even do my own dishes.....but nothing's gna stop me from training. my back still hurts. ever since the first bgirls training i went. i am going to train tomorrow. real hard. i am going to go beyond my limits. go beyond. way beyond. carry heavier weights. more that i can carry. to make myself stronger i have to do this. but i dont think i can. :/ bye.

I MISS CAROL HUNG KA YEE....ARRGH.

today was a pretty bad day. shouldnt talk about it. it brings you nothing. so stop thinking about it and leave. bye.

hello. i doubt you'll ever know what i wanted. yes, never know. because i dont wna ruin our relationship just like this. i dont want. its not worth it. really. but i think i'll just let you know when the time comes.

ADRIAN WEEEEEEEE YOU SEE THIS PIC? ^^

i need to stop thinking. i really need to. i think im crazy but maybe i'll stop being so crazy as time goes by. i hope so. but i really really mean what i said. when i type properly, i mean it. i really mean it. maybe im just thinking too much. I REALLY MEAN IT. I JUST HOPE YOU'LL GET WHAT I MEAN.

marina bay sands.

i guess i was pretty lucky this few days though.

went to stay with couzie @ Marina Bay Sands since last thurs till this tues.

went skypark to swim almmost everyday except for like one or two days LOL.

i am super black now. yes. but i think my moom cant even tell the diff.

ate lots of good food YAY! ate at 'ku de ta' @ the skypark. soft shell crab awesomeeeeeee.

k got to go alr. there's match tomorrow. goodnight sweetdreams people. ^^

VOLLEYBALL CAMP! heeeeheeeeheeeeheeeez!

played lots of stuffs, learnt lots of stuffs too, prolly knew many more stuffs better now.

seen your white barbie doll face HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.

I am gna train hard. stady hard for the next few years ok.

what i am gna do to make sure that i train hard.

1, treat every training seriously.

2, do extra PTs no matter how tiring and painful it is.

3, never cheat for PTs.

4, reduce mistakes.

5, learn and get rid of my bad habit

remember how they treated you.

remember to give them what they gave you.

be generous.

they give you 10x , you shall give them 100x back

Hello. today i went for my senior's match. guess what. i managed to learn a thing or two.

'if you are afraid, then just wait for the opponent to kill you" learn the true meaning of being fearless. FEARLESS. just how many of us could actually portray it? (my english sucks) the answer is prolly every 4/6 ppl. why? nobody but ourselves can make ourselves fearless. yes. depends on us. you wanna win, you need to be FEARLESS. yes. thats the way to win. provided if you use your brains too. when you're on the court, its either you get killed by your opponent or you kill you opponent. to survive, play smart. not many of us could actually do that. dare to make mistakes. dare to step in and eliminate the opponents.

hello im back! and sadly, chalet's over.

chalet:

fun and dumb like shit. we were really happy. like seriously, even karyl told me that she was happy too. i didnt feel like i was a girl and the boys are actually boys because we're all best friends LOL! Ok anw main point is......we all had fun! and of course, unforgettable times. the guys made stupid excuses like " i got scalded while cooking mifen when im hungry. " -.-??? like seriously, aint you suppossed to cook maggi instead of mifen when you're hungry? LOL. ok nvm. we all was so noisy that the manager came to tell us to lower our voice. i was like " huh?! its not even eleven yet. " -.-

www: everyone went, exp for adrian teorui and karyl. LOLZ.

lazy river, we had some stupid race like"the fastest floater" as in like...we sit on the float and see who reach first. obvious i lost hahahahaha. and we had another similar race, one person push the other one thats on the float, lin hui pushed me hahha, i feel as if i was bullying her LOL. and donavan offered to push me but i said no coz i knew he was up to smth but in the end i still gave in and said " ok, i'll pull your shoulder " LOL.

U-shaped (slide-up!) : i took it with lin hui and ping swen took it with qihui, and even a deaf would know that ping swen must have screamed when the person pushed her. LOLZ. hehez.

Tsunami: donavan and terence were mean ok! i was on the float and they just push me all the way to 1.5-1.8 m there.....even when i told them that i cant swim they still pulled me there.. -.- lucky that i have a good son like bryan ho to pull me back hahahahaa. and kang wei was like super daring la! he's like 1.4...? but he went all the way to 1.8 m there to pull me back. he so nice sia! and donavan n terence keep pranking ppl. but i pranked terence too. i sort of "drowned him" hahahahahah lol epic shit.

ular-lah": totally fun! when we was about to get off the round float, the crew pushed and pulled the float! then donavan fell into the water hahahahahaha.

overall: FUN! HEHEHHEHEHEZ.

its 13/11/10 2:05 am and im still aawake. im supposed to be sleeping now. like srsly. against hillgrove tomorrow. idk what to feel. at first jls said" sat juz go in n stand for 15 mins." now she said"hillgrove is good" i was taken aback by what she said. my mind went"HUH WHUT?!?!?!" anw ngeeann can do it. we are gna ACE everything TOGETHER. ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE. yeah, thats thw way and NEVER WILL I FAIL MY TEAM. yes, thats the way huibing, you wont make mistakes. GO FOR AN ACE! ALL THE BEST NASVBALLERS!

and i love you all no matter what happens later at 12pm ok. ^^ <3

training was fine yesterday hehehehehehz. lol. ok anw, im gna go n watch seniors vb match later! : ) excited much : ) hehehehehhz i feel so happy talking thru smses hehehehez. im gg with joy n carol! :) yay! be jealouz. haahahhaha lol jk lah. k gtg bb! : )

yesterday's feeling.

went to msia, 8th aunt's villa.

had fun and catch ups there with my cousins,

annbelyn, joselyn, minyi, xuan yi, cao zhong(??) and zheng xuan(3rd uncle's kid) and hui yi,zh (7th aunt's kids), jiajing, jiaxian, jiawei, jiaqing(1st aunt's grand children).

played stupid games, talked to them, had srsly lame jokes and prolly some gossiping abt our school lifes. HAHAHAHA, how'd i wish they were in sgp. anw, speaking of that, annbelyn might be coming to watch my u13 match! how awesome would it be! hehehehehehe, and to think of it, how embarassing would it be if i am not in the main team? HAAHA. i got to work hard to keep my position. haizz. hahaha.

im bored. i wna go somewhere else.

stupid cough.

arrgh i srsly cannot take it anymore. yes, i know, no one asked me to take it. serves me just right.

but still, i need to do smth abt it! c'mon!

falling apart.

yes, just as the tittle, our team is falling apart.

c'mon, we cant afford to fall apart now. not now.

please. i dont know if any of you are reading my blog, but i'll just write.

team, what exactly is the meaning of this word?

i cant seem to find out anymore.

its just another 4 alphabet letter.

yet, its so hard to find out the meaning of it.

the moment we fall out, our opponent would have won half of the battle alr.

all of us are at fault, including me.

what did we do?

we failed to stop all these.

please i'll just ask for one thing. just one.

i want back the happy team. the one that everyone got along well.

no masks, no quarrels only harmony.

no hiding too.

i want to end this post with something.

i love this team no matter what happens.

trust me.

i'll get this team together again.

and i'll never let it fall apart again.

i love this team and i always will.

your #1.

geeeeeezly bad.

i have lots of things on my mind now.

what exactly am i to you?

a person to talk to when you're bored?

no wait, i feel tired from all these. i hope i go into a coma and forget abt everything.

I feel like some irritating girl, pestering you guys for food that you guys wanna eat.

All i wanted was all of us to be happy. just that. i'm afraid of screwing things up again and again.

i'm not trying to push the blame to anyone here. i'm just sharing my thoughts.

EOYs are over and i dont feel happy and i dont find a need to be happy anymore.

i dont find a reason to too. prolly its just me.

yeah hb is a sucker, oh yea, i know.

i just wanted to make sure things turn out well.

yet, why am i feeling so much now?

what is this mann.

ppl fretting over EOYs, math paper and everything else, here i am, fretting about fun, chalet, BBQ. what the heck are you doing.

i dont know.

why am i doing all these when nobody actually thought of doing it in the first place?

hell yeah, cos you're just another stupid kid.

and people just see through you.

unfortunately, those that are able to see through you failed to this time round.

northy peltty

does miracle happen? i doubt so.

if it does, prove it

i'm gonna make a wish now.

------------------------------------------------

done. miracles do happen right? hopefully it does.

anyway, i know my english sucks. but oh well, who cares ?

this is my blog, i use english oh no wait, maybe singlish
i do it my way. the only place. only quiet place.

kill me pls. i dont want to live anymore, i'm just like a burden you know, a burden.

wadddddtheheck is thisssss?!?!?!??!

pissed much

damn this blogger's template thing.

i cant seem to change the skin.

idk why, it used to work you know.

haiiii. nvm shall go and watch my drama. : )

i dont understand why ppl living with me dont understand me as much as how my bestfriend understands me. take carol for example, she understands me, she knows what i'm up to, help me even before i ask her for help. what is this.. i know i have no rights to ask for a better idk but i just want you guys to understand me, dont force me, dont kp here kp there to your GDI mahjong friends about how defiant i am. but i'm not, i'm just trying to tell you all that i dont want to eat now, dont force me, dont leave me with no choice, but to come home late everyday. how the heck on earth you expect me to be happy when your like forcing me, i dont want dinner before 8, just leave me alone. i know you meant well but i sumpa i dont want. i will eat when i know and when i want ok. please dont force me to not come home for dinner. i still love you all. i still. i just dont like it and hate it when you all force me to eat dinner before 8 or when i dont want to. i'm starting to hate this world. (not my mom or sis)

TO YOU( not related to me) :

when i grow up, become filthy rich, you better watch out k. i'm gonna take the same job as you, i;m going to make sure you;re under me, and i'm gonna scream my lungs out at you. that job is always my dream job, and now, i can treat it as a goal and i dream how awesome. you just wait. nothing is impossible, i'm gonna treat you like some dog k. wait ah.

tiredddddddd shit

suuuuup peeple.

i realised smth. for the whole of this bloody tiring week, i slept at 1++ almost every night, except for somenights that i never slept at all. like seriously, sleep at 1, sis call and call and call at 2, 3 woke up to do smth, 4 woke up to open house door for sis, 5 awaken by someone opening the door, 6 granny woke me up cos she think i'm staring school at 750 , 7 woke up, school,

ended up coming home at like 3 plus. use comp to do revision and drama, sleep at 6 plus. wake up at 7 kena forced to have dinner. -_- 8 use comp blog abt geog and math, studied at 11 till 1++ then sleep.

this is the cycle.

next day everything happens again. -_-

till today, i'm gonna nap till 9 plus idc mann.

do whatever you want to wake me up , there's no way i'm waking up before 9 pm k.

i'm not gonna be the toy anymore mann,

3 papers down, 3 papers up i guess.

c'mon.

yesssssss trainings gonna start soon after the bloody GDI papers are down whoooooooopoooooie

Keep believing

Hello peeeeeeeople. : )

i'm here again. after posting two bigggg post.

on two different blogs.

mathsy-math.blogspot.com

geoggy-geography.blogspot.com

both are for my revision notes : )

ok lol. i think nobody's reading my blog now. -_- <--tired haaiii

why you all ask me to organise then you all dont want to be serious?

always leave the things to me to do.

then i'm like flooded with things to do everyday.

but nvm, i asked for it.

serves you right, huibing.

damn this world.

damn this.

k bye.

beancurddddddd!

last bowl of BEANCURD alr!

mom bought like 8 bowls the day before and now its poof! HAHAHAHAHA. i'm still using the comp. lol -.-!!!! HEHEHEHEH.

I LOVE BEANCURDS FROM KALLANG! HAHAHA BETTER THAN THOSE IN ROCHOR. -_- <--TIRED NOW. LOL. GOING OFF BYEBYE!^^

ENCHANTED DREAMS

hello peeple! went to school.. boring as usual. reading period sf and jw keep on tickling me -.-! pissed and whacked them real hard. mdm hayati came and asked why did i hit them LOL. i told her cos they keep on tickling me. HAHA. lp know my weakness now, i gotta be on my guard mann. if not i'm in deep shit. HAIIII. boring. i cannot take it anymore. pls dont confuse me . i need to stop confusing myself. HAII.e

my dreamland yet.

so i'm here. on the comp. cos i cant sleep! -__- haii tired face.

i dont want any false hopes you know. And i'd rather you dont talk to me if you dont want to reply properly. lol. wtheck am i trying to do here? convey the message? ok , nvm . i'm just another dumbass, LOL.

whippie.

Sup people . i doubt anyone's gonna read my blog now. haii . . . but nvm. i miss those days, eating whipped cream with ice cream. i know i'm weird but oh well, i'm weird gal 97 as what terence called me. HAHA. i got a letter from my niece in jakarta! kool & kyoot right?and the funny part is she didnt allow anyone to see/peek/read it except for me. HEHE, she's a kyoot little funny kid. so here i am, blogging and showing you the letter. i feel so bastrad la, everyone's like studying and revising. come on hui bing, just go and revise. is it that hard? i give up mann, i give up revising upon seeing my untidy handwriting HAHA, and i WRITE like a BOY! -.-

days pass like some missile. damn FAST OK. haii. what can i do? STUDY STUDY STUDY!!! but before that, i shall eat some "tau huey" or beancurd (from kallang) <-- BEST BEANCURD EVER!! first. ^^ happykid 97 eating food again! : )

shitz i shouldnt have watched ep 12 of volleyball lover. make me more sad only. wle. : ( sad only!!! i'm gonna watch the love river now . toodlessssssssss.

hi i'm busy watchin drama this few days, studying at like 11pm plus plus @ night, cos thats the only time i can study best hehe. i'm watching two new awesomeeeeeee and wonderfuuuuul drama "volleyball lover" and "the love river" niceeee sia. go watch ok. if you're reading my blog. hehe. and oh . idk what happened to my eye yesterday, it was red like blood red. whole eye. ok. i guess it was prolly from jun wei's itouch, his house got dog and i allergic, so i rub my eyes without washing my hands and so yup, thats how the .... got into my eye and it went red. lol. i was actually fine when math lesson ended it was starting to be better alr. but bcos i nvr do chinese and sci hw, and i want to sleep so i wenthome. and guess what, i wait for bloody 3 hours!! so ended up being home at 1.30. no diff lor!! but got mc for two day, not supposed to go to school today but still went. cos EOY coming soon . hehe.

hehehe i'm back. yay we didnt go out for dinner and we stayed home for dinner. mom promised to make iced lemon tea for me tomorrow :0 wonderfuuuuul :D and aunt just made a nice, warm cup of lemon tea. i went to the minimart and surprisingly, the uncle remembers me, the last time i went there, was like 7 months ago and he remembers me. prolly cos i'm the only one from ngee ann? hehehehe. ok i'm crazy today. so i went to the minimart , i told myself: you're gonna buy EGGS ONLY NO OTHER STUFFS OK. and i went and guess what, despite all those self-discipline lessons given by myself, i still cant stop buying stuffs. i bought lotssssssss of sweets:) HEHE HAPPY AND SAD KID. nvm, i shall continue watching my drama. k byeeeeee. toodlesssss :)

peekie

siaaaaaan i dont wannna have dinner sooooo early. and they're going now. . . . :( damn can i dont go? i feeeeeeel so siaaaaaan. peekie means sad. EG. i'm feeling peekie now :( ACCORDING TO OXCORD UNIBALL IN CAMEROID DICTIONARY. <-- NAME OF MY DICTIONARY :D teehee. ok. gonna watch my volleyball drama now :D he's so handsomeeeeeee: OMGOSH. ok, toodles. will be back later.

tired shit.

i'm blogging now cos i feel like blogging now. idk why hehe. lol. i think i will not be hyper tomorrow and i dont feel like going to school. hmmm. . . . . . should i?but there's P.E tomorrow and there's nothing on after sch. . . .hai. . . . . . . . . . i feel so tired now. maybe i should sleep and decide tomorrow morning when i wake up :D ok, goodnight, sweetdreams. i'm going off. toodleeeeees :D

wheeeeeeeeezie

i like my new curly hair ends :D

ok LOL.

i wasted my day using comp and eating for most of the time so i'm gonna study after 8pm. hehe.

i'm gonna do all the exercises in the math tb. hopefully i can finish till chapt 3. i hope. but if i can then at least 2. :D

heeheheheheheheee. i'm boredd......

WONDERFUUUUUUUUL MANNN. OK.

GOING OFF NOW.

TOODLESSSSSSSS :)

[wheeeeeeeezie]

snowyyyyyyyyy

MY FAV PIC!!

HI, i was blogging and playing with cameriod.com

HEHE

i'm crazieeeee now LOL. anyway, i'm gonna do 5 sets of 50 times, <--dont worry, its skipping rope. :D

I NEED TO JUMP HIGHER . . . . .SIANNNNNN. BUT NVM.

I THINK I'M GONNA EAT AGAIN LATER

HEHE, I FEEL QUITE HAPPY COS I FINALLY KNOW WHAT I MEANT AND WHAT I WANT.

THANKS TO CAROL :D

I LOVE YOU MANN.

YOU NEVER FAIL TO TALK SENSE INTO MY HEAD.

AND I REALISED I LISTEN TO YOU ALOT!

YOU ARE THE BEST ADVISOR MANN! WHOO HOOO~!

K BYEBYE, SEE YOU SOOOON SNOWIEEEEEE. ^^

raindrops like snow.

things are pretty confusing. idk but yeah, it is. quite. i'm doing a few math sum every night, no matter how tired or late. just to make sure that i can still do maths. i feel sad these few day6s. idk why but yeah. and i eat way too much. i eat a total of six cups of frozen yogurt in 5 days. 5 days. just 5 days. wth!!! go huibing go, just study first. others, after EOY then talk. yes, get a position in academics and cca. go. dont give up. never give up when you're fighting for smth good. go. never stop and be resilient. i think i should go blog shopping. i feel so useless. breaking glass, saucer, bowls. whats next? prolly a plate. i'm so uselesssss. WLE. EOY = MY LAST CHANCE.

WHOOPSSSSSSSIE.

sup people. :0 IDK if i can still hang in there. seeing you is a torture. how i wish we dont have to train with you all . but anyway, happy day ah. I WANT TO ACE EVERY SUBJECT!! DAMN. k, IDK how to ACE every subject. sad siaaaaaa. WL. k nvm, i can be better. JY! why the heck are you crying when you cant even hold a teeny tiny bowl to the kitchen without falling down and no one scolded you. yes, i know i'm a useless person. i'm suchhhhh a good failureeee. ok, i know. sitting beside the bin, picking up the shredded glass on the floor throwing everything into the bin except my useless-ness, hoping that i get cut and i die. i get cut, i die, everything goes poof and goneeee, i'm freeeee of everything. i'm useless. i know, i know. i cant even hold a bowl properly and i cant even walk properly. bang a bloody tall 1.2m tall speaker down, bang the tv, break a glass, spoil a phone, break a bowl. and whats new? i dont know. . . . . . . . . .

Moonlight night.

wah i feel so happy now lah, managed to vent out all my anger today :) and studying @ ping swen's house isnt very productive LOL.

I.CANT.BELIEVE.YOU.JUST.CALLED.ME.A.FUCKER. HOW.COULD.YOU? YOU'RE.MY.SISTER.YOU.KNOW? NEVEMIND.ITS.ALWAYS.LIKE.THAT. JUST.BCOS.I.DONT WANT.TO.HELP.YOU.DO THINGS.ONLY. NVM,BEING.THE.YOUNGEST.IS.LIKE.THAT.ONE.

if only all these would last

if only all these were real

if only all troubles could be gone.

if only i dont screw up things at training

if only i dont get affected.

if only i could feel nothing.

if only i could see no expression ppl's face.

if only i am perfect

if only i am not a noob

if only i dont need encouragement

if only i dont need help

how many more "if only" do i have?

well, that depends in how strong am i. i know i'm not, and i'll never be. i just cant be strong. i dont wanna get hurt by words either. nobody wants. nobody.

if only excuses dont exist to cover up the truth. it would be much better, people wont get sad and everything.

{i hope its gonna be fine}

Its just another lie you said.

i dont know what you're hiding from me but i hope you'll decide to tell me someday. i just cant sleep. ok now you, yes you. why must you come and be nice then the next day and day after next day heck care me. h.i.s.t.o.r.y repeating. you're always like that. you told me you'll reply asap unless you're busy or you die. you're tired for a whole of 24 hours. you want, you tell me straight. straight not thru my friends. i hate it when they are involved because i dont want to fall out with them. is this just another plan to make me feel pain 100x more. prolly. you want you just tell me straight. i should believe nothing. hear nothing. feel nothing. say nothing. do nothing. this way i wont get hurt anymore. the shield must turn from paper to cardboard then to metal. it will , it will.

The good or bad times, we've been through it all.

i'm sooooo tired that i slept at 9pm last night and woke at 9.36 this morning to eat. i'm sick of seeing biased ppl(not teachers&coaches) selfish ppl too. and i'm like damnnnnnnn sick of your lies and everything. i just realised that the only person that you can count on and trust is yourself, no one else no one. i'm not angry or blaming them or smth its just that i'm disappointed in myself, no one elso. no one. i kept my silence during debrief yesterday because i'm afraid that i would actually lose control and then next thing i know, tears. i struggled to keep it in. i struggled. yes, i won, so f off tears. i still cant find the problem in me, i d k y. idky. i know i have a problem, but i dont what is it. idk. idk, and i never knew. cos i didnt bother to find it until now. i will find it. i will.

i cant believe that you are the one who build me up and tear me down like a old abandoned house.

DISAPPOINTED.

when you're hurt and dont know where to go, no one , but yourself is gonna be there to pull you up.

i dont know what you mean but i have to assume, i'm living in a world of assumption. well, i guess thats how things goes. i originally thought that 17 aug would be happy day for me. 17th august, end of common test. but things might not be the same until the very end, then only you will know. felt really disapointed. maybe i shouldnt have slept. maybe i shouldnt have spared a thought for my health and studies. maybe i should just focus on my GDI fun & friendship. what on earth was i doing? trying to earn an extra hour of sleep instead of having fun? shit you hui bing. wth are you thinking of? idk why, but i feel that you have changed. i mean changed. not change clothes or anything else. but why should i care so much? biased ppl, idc anymore. i'm too tired, lack of sleep, lack of everything except food. 18 aug was an average day, because it seems right for everything on that day. i dont feel right with my friends. i dont. i dont think i feel right with my friends too. idk why, i'm just another super loser. dont be nice to me if you're gonna heck care me after that. i guess after all, i'm still stucked in the bottom of the pit alone. no one but yourself is gonna be there to pull yourself up. had training, everywhere i went, i hit ppl. i didnt mean to, i really didnt mean to. i just feel disappointed in myself till now. i'm such a loser. i think i'm a sucker. i hope no one finds out this place. well, you might think that i'm stupid. but i'm not, i'm just another idiot that is there for many ppl. end of the day, person that gets hurt, no one, but myself. i'm not gonna say FML because i asked for all these myself. no one, but myself. i'll never be the same. i always told myself, i'm never gonna get hurt anymore, but its not true. we get hurt in a way of another. like yes, life, family, school, class, etc. 19 aug wasnt a good day either, its just another WAKE UP A LOSER DAY for me, idk why i am letting other ppl hurt me. i'm stupid, i'm never smart in all these, not even once. wth is up with me? is the shield protecting my heart paper? at first i thought the shield protecting my heart is made of metal, but now, not anymore, its actually paper with silver paint on it. no one ever knew whats my heart made of. no one. simply no one.

You wouldn't have let go if you really loved me.

I'M LAZYYYY!!

HELLO, i went for training , i thought training start at 7.50am but actually, it starts at 9am Zzzz, ok i know i'm blur. hehe, i liked today's training :) and came home, use FB, bathe, cook maggie mee<-- leeping method to cook one. , eat, use laptop, sleepz, eat, use laptop.

i washed my own clothes today :) i washed my dishes today :)

went studying at DOWNTOWN EAST, subway. with CAROL, lee ping swen, lee ping, adrian , siang fong. lee ping, adrian & siang fong was supposed to alight at downtown's stop. before they went down to alight at downtown stop, they say they are gonna stalk me, i didn't believe them HAHA. when carol and i alighted at the interchange, i was surprised to see them there, out of the bus waiting for us. they told me once again, they're gonna stalk me, LOL! ok, then they stalk me all they way home. went studying with them @ around 1++pm.

For all the lies you told me, all the cheats that you've done and all the acts, i'll forever be hurt.

HI. ok i know i'm like damn bullshit over this few days, IM GONNA CONCENTRATE ON STUDIES (Y) ok, i fell during training and my bone hurts, i think my bruise on my left wrist is gonna get worse i think. well, everything hurts, lies, lies. good one. i hope you would really turn back and feel mean and guilty someday. ok, enough of you.HAA, training was ok today. Finally, i can play front row properly, and coach said i played well today and my service is constant YEAHHOOO~! ok, lame. anyway, stop lying, feel bad for lying, cheating & pretending ok. stop lying, i know you're lying. ok, if you think pretending that nothing is happening, and you dont feel yourself getting slapped by your own righteousness, there's no way truelove will happen for you. i'm reaching the top of the pit soon, soon enough, i will be standing at the peak again. so, you just sit back and see how i am gonna enjoy the scenery around me.

my tears seep into my heart, learning to let go

hi! ok , lame. nvm. hi it has been tiring and i'm tired to keep everything and well, this is it.

i hope i'll be strong enough, just enough would be enough, i'm not gonna be greedy and ask for more strength anymore, that will only lead to nowhere. which is smth really bad, bcos it shows that you dont have any idea of what you are doing. i think i seriously dont know when to let go and when to hold on. seriously, if you feel happy lying to ppl then go on, go on. amybe someday, you would look back and say : " mann, i prolly lied too much back then. " well, you should know very well if you're lying or not. just f*** off with all your lies ok. i'm trying to get of this "haunted house" like some idiot trying to get out of a bottomless pit. nvm, i shall just wait and see, wait. WAIT, but wait till when? till the storm is over? or till the sun sets? or till i get worn out? its like seriously, what on earth am i doing or trying to do? trying to be a idiot, clinging onto smth that prolly wants me to go away? omg, i dont know, be specific pls. even a geog assignment is better than yours ok, they have 4 digit but yours is like 0 digits, how is ppl gonna know? believe your eyes, all go wrong. follow your heart, all get hurt. for what you wanna hurt yourself? its just like some fool in the middle of the road with incoming traffic waiting to get banged when you can actually make a run and well, that much better than the pain inflicted on you in your heart. end of the day, you would end up being a retarded loner. just like me, a total sucker + loser = me. i should have straightened out my thinking earlier. shitz mann. so end of the day, dont fall into a bottomless pit like me, because no one would be so stupid to fall into the pit to get you up you understand. stop acting, stop. just stop. i will pull through. i know i can. i will, i can.

hold on or let go ?

it has been somehow a fine day for me today.the school closed the gate late, i didnt took my own sweet time to come up to the hall. when i arrived, they alr locked the door and they scolded us for being late.. they themselves weren't being punctual too. for what they want us to be punctual? wee sang the national anthem for like 5 times? coz ppl just dont want to open their mouth and sing. BOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDOBREDBOREDBOREDBOREBDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBORED.
GOING OFF NOW, TOODLES.

all it takes is just a message.

i had subway for lunch with carol hung just now, at whitesands :) nice and yummy HAHA, lol. and carol read storybook damn slow.. she's so funny HAHA OK LOL. it was a rainy day and was a fine day except the part when geog lesson start... and er.. i was locked outside fron the hall COS i was LATE. OK,IRRELEVANT. then next is science lesson, YAY! we went to the BIO LAB GOT AC, DAMN NICE :) after 1.5hr , its recess time YAY!! followed by math lesson(Y) then TERRIBLE GEOG LESSON STARTS AND ENDS. CME LESSON we were grouped and dunno wat.... my group's name was POWER RANGERS HAHA! kool not? i choose one HAHA! ok, going off now, TOODLES :)

all i need now is your love and your care.

School was pretty great today, in the hall, kang wei was really damn cheeky, he tied rayyan's shoelaces together. so rayyan had to take out his shoes before the national anthem HAHA. carol and i untied it HEHE:) and mdm hayati got kang wei to stand up for the whole assembly HAHA. then miss Farhana asked why kang wei is standing HAHA:) Carol and i was talking almost the whole time HAHA. and Carol damn bullshit in class just now HAHA :P training was really fun HAHA. ok. i block a few balls and i think my recieving at the back much better than the front one lor. and my service all constant alr :) HEHEH. i hope i can serve fierce balls like carolyn KRAB KOH. sian... going off now, goodday mates, toodles :)

I HOPE, I WISHED.

OMG, it getting dull, so is my life, i, basically got no life, HAHA. YES, that what someone like me who has got no life does all day, "i'm someone who has no life." its a emo-happy day yesterday, today is a brand new happy day, yoohoo! i doubt ppl would still come and read my blog HEHE but i'll never lose hope in you though, i mean you. yes you, my blog HAHA! NEVER WILL I FAIL MY TEAM, WHOO HOOYOO~ i think i have no life, i have no brains and i'm gullible. HEY YOU, YES YOU, THE BLOG"ILOVE-REDCHERRY.BLOGSPOT.COM" YOU'RE THE BEST MANN. OH YA, AND KEY BOARD TOO, YOU LET ME WHACK YOU MOST OF THE TIME, HAHA, LOVE YOU KEYBOARD&BLOG :) going off first dude, toodles :)

abandoned or treasured?

hi bloggie, i'm blogging again, yes. today's P.E lesson was damn fun, we played captain's ball, 16-15. then we played base-volley-ball. using our hand as the bat, just like playing volleyball. HAHA :) fun though. i got all the volleyballers to go first to gain points and we got them to hit to the other corner of the court so the fielder will have a hard time to get the ball back and by the time they reach, we would have done a home run because it was far and crowded with people :) YAY. mr teo said that our group is smart, is he indirectly saying that i am smart? <-- OMG, SO BHB! today's training was fine except for my teeny tiny weeny reeny peeny teeny yeeny G-D-I stomachache that comes and goes like wind. :) goodnight, sweetdreams, toodles:)

I need you.

its been quite sometime since i last blogged. During this period of time, many things happened, good and bad, both. seriously, i think and i hope there wont be anymore war after today because i want everything to return to the starting point, where we all were having lots of fun. where talking to mummy was really fun and funny. really. the truth is always hurtful, so just might as well be blind, fair and true. i shall not be feeling anything, shall not know anything, shall not see anything. Goodnight,Sweetdreams. love you all. toodles.

everything is bad. its like wtf?!!! i dont know how to face her but we're still besties. i guess its fate that made us really besties, we bought the same shoes, not knowing that we are buying the same thing and same place, same day, same year! say the same thing ..ok toodles! oh ya, the reason why i blogged, is cos SUM JUN WEI ask me update one. if not i cant be bothered with this blog lor!! and facebook is so addictive! i'm going overseas on the 10th to 17th of june, will not be able to reply to sms and everything:) team nas pls miss me (: and yvonne too!

screwed up.

i practically lay on the bed for 1.5 hrs , thinking about random stuffs. as usual, i screw things up. i.m gonna fail maths again, i feel that i suck in math and everything mann. its like no one at home can help me and when i ask celestine , her model answer is i dont know. she said thay without even looking at the question. if i fail math again, thats it. i'm dead meat. yesterday went swimming with celestine, joy, sweekee, fiona and janee~! its was quite fun, after that we went to just acia's for food. we went home with a bloated stomach. everything is so confusing and its like wth..i cant remember. why are there so much troubles? i always make thing awkward. stupid hui bing. i just hope that i dont screw things up. AGAIN. byezz....

get off my back asshol*. go away! i hate you. you're always laughing at me. bastard, shitface(although i'm one) so what if you're white huh? you never see obama isit? obama blacker than me right? we dont choose how healthy we are, neither do we choose how good we look, bastard. yeah, its a damn freaking funny joke to you, but its damn damn hurtful fact to me. the only bad thing you never say about me is only that i'm skinny. you know why? BECAUSE YOU'RE MUCH FATTER THAN ME, THATS WHY YOU DONT INSULT ME BCOS IM SKINNY. who wants to be black? did i wished that i was black? did i hoped for myself to look like a damn bangali? i dont want to be like this either.if i dont go, you all give me black face and scold me like i killed someone like that, i go, i get hurt more. FML!!! I HAVE MY RIGHTS . I WILL RETALIATE, KARMA WILL PLAY ITS PART. fml, why do you all have to mock at me?

those smiles are not enough to cover your agony.

i lost quite a number of things within a school day. i lost my 20 dollars(concession pass), only primary school card left and some other fucking things. L.I.F.E should be called S.H.I.T since what we do everyday is just wake up, screw things up, eat then finally sleep.

science lab. wee lin hui,
star shaped fish for dinner's soup yesterday.
did this during yesterday's D&T lesson.
the cute side of janeeee! she's on the phone.
little kiddo mei hui :)
xiang rui eating sushi :D
Janeeee and i spammed sushi
GOH KANG WEI. the teacup, is holding his pet rocket under the hot sun.

yvonneeee holding her pet rocket proudly.
carol and my pet rocket. sui bo?
carol and i :D


Sabrina and Shannon.
art lesson on monday.

had a pretty fun day today. i'm so excited abt tomorrow training. :) sec2s are training with us :) yay!mr ronnie goh is like"when you are buying bottle for pet rocket, remember me, big and fat. " i'm starting to love using watercolours:D hehe. i went for night study with celestine and xiang ting. celestine accidentally flipped the fish using the chopsticks and the fish went straight to her collar. haha, i love playing unblock me :D its challenging. bye :) and see ya soon :) celestine is peeking into the comp. hehe.go like my facebook post abt the celstine:) go now! :D hehe.

the black and can-do-somersault birdie(provided if i jump, then it will do somersault)

the yellow birdie, sings lesser then the black one.

granny cooking dinner!! yummy food is coming!

hi peeps.....i'm pretty sad today :( ..... carolyn cried alot :( in fact, the whole team. i guess this time was probably a time for the team to tell each other that they loved the team and never wanted to leave. all B girls cried when carolyn said:转身离开， 。。。。。。。they started singing that. in my 12 years and 2 months of living on earth, i've never heard my sisters cry like that before. when both of them cried, i dont know which one to hug and comfort ..... they're like standing far away. so most of the time i was like hesitating....ok. stupid me. mei hui , nia , xiang rui and i spent ard 1.5 hrs at subway talking and eating.WELOVESENIORS!AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, ILOVECAROLYN&CELESTINE!!

today had a great lunch with carol hung me on the wall and her mom. we ate at just acia's the food is pretty great! (Y) i put the strawberry ice cream into the root beer float lol. ok. stupid. mom dont allow me to go to the love event at cornerstone:( bored....so far everything's fine except for the ***yl thing with jona. yvonne cheer up. i know i wont be able to help much, but i just want to say CHEER UP! you will do it better next time round. :)


i know its going to be a tough war for myself but, i will hold on.
hui wen:
thanks for helping me with lots of things :D i cant list all out. :( cos you're so nice!!they whom scolds you and bitches about you behind your back are not true to you.
perlyn: hi pretty! thanks for setting all the nice balls for me during training, when we're playing with hui wen and kah wai or ping swen or carol. your spikes are damn nice!
ping swen: hi gay! GAY= caring teammates. you're so nice too peeps around you who treats you badly. thanks for helping me, comforting me. :)
carol hung me on the wall: hey ca-wow! thanks for doing all the stupidest things on earth with me. you rock buddy!!
yvonne am boredd: hey apple! cheer up . thanks for doing the stupidest things on earth with me too :) you are so nice:) dont care abt ***yl.
cheryl-ann:hey libero! thanks for playing the stupid cheque thing with me. oh ya, also the airline one. lol.
kahwai: i got nothing to say to you but thanks for keeping the smile on your face even when you're sad.
mei hui, xiang rui, nia, wen yi,tian xin: you guys are the best seniors! you all help me with things like how to jump higher, ask me if training is ok, whether my spiking is ok, help me with volleyball. you guys rawk mann!
(names are not in order)

HUI BING LOVES TEAM NGEE ANN 2010!!
er, i love NGEE ANN SEC TOO!

hi peeps! The first few days of CNY this year is damn friggin boring!!! omg. Han Ye Seul's make me shine sounds really great. you all should go and listen to it in youtube. its damn nice..omg... she pretty:) lol. i'm very bored now. bored. bored. bored! anyways, enjoy your CNY peeps!
going off. bye:)

i hate you! only know how to scold me loser, useless, hopeless. even if you're my sister, you have no rights to scold me all these. it is not up to you to call me that. you are the rude one first okay. even if i am talking on the phone,you are not supposed to just turn this laptop away from me without my permission. i hate celestin koh. SHE is a wierd. you are the rude one. or throw the house phone at me then dont want to tell me carolyn's on the line . whats the problem with you? you bad mood hit me dont need to say sorry? IHATEYOU! DONT DARE TO BRING VALENTINES DAY PRESENT HOME still need me to smuggle it in. you always forgot who helped you and how different you treat them to your friends. friends=heaven me=hell! CAROLYN TREAT ME BETTER THAN YOU. you dont judge me, hit me or slap me. you hear that? i'm gonna tell mummy. No one is supposed to slap me. mummy will slap you if you slap me.i dont help you then you get angry. stupid!!!! get that mask off your face! i wont help you the next time you ask for help*

*applies to celestine koh zhi ning only.

at least i got something that i do better than you. that is drinking bitter soup/ hahahahahaha. take 15 mins to finish a bowl of bitter soup. i took 1.5 mins. i will not help you to drink bitter soup anymore. hate you, shall leave you to the bitter soup alone. you always make me feel hurt. fisst karyl now you.

i dont know what has someone said to you but,if you choose to believe her, there's nothing i can do.
i cried just now cos,... yvonne knows who is it that made me cry. but she wont tell out. since third training i had alr sense that she's not what she seems to be but i chose not to believe myself and thats what i get in the end , CRIES. anyway, thanks for snatching CAROL indirectly away from me when i was about to take picture with carol. it told me that i shouldnt trust ppl whom i just got to knoe like you. and i realised that yvonne and carol treat me as REAL friends . not like you, come to us only when you need help. HENCE, i have deceided that whatever you tell the boys about me, i wont give a shit about it, cos if they really think i am the sort of ppl you described me as, then well, i am. and i know they see you as the 'FRAMED' one. but most of the ppl have alr know what you are. IWILLNOTGIVEASHITABOUTIT, IKNOWYOUARETHEONETHATTOLDSOMEONE. AS I'VE SAID, I WILL NOT GIVE A SHIT NOW. I'M TOO TIRED TO GIVE A SHIT.

hi bloggie! the entire B girls are badly affected by the match the other day. well, losing is already a BIGBIGBIG punishment to them like what xiang rui's mom said. sis starts crying when i tried to ask her are you okay? its like you see your sis that cares for you,plays with you and buy things for you cries and you could do nothing but see your sis in agony. most of them are badly affected. dunman ppl(wont tell who is it): they lose to our senior then cry so badly. they losers sia. (they just have to win one more school to be in the finals.) whatever bus they take(ngee ann ppl) we dont take. ...
story: first 291 came, too many ppl so cant board.
second came . we nasians took it except for karyl and perlyn. they were with dunman ppl.third 291 was behind 2nd 291. they wanted to board the 3rd one but the driver just drive away. hahah, fiona pointed middle finger to them , although i dislike the middle finger cos its abit vulgar, but i like it when fiona points to the dunman ppl. i felt as if someone had took revenge for my sisters who wwere affected.
HAHA!SERVESYOURIGHT. THINKING OF THIS MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL. OK, disgusting. shall end here.

Certain smiles from you are fake. We won Dunman high. but, seniors lost to dunman sec which had came back with STRONG determination. so, B girls, you guys have to be like them, go back with STRONG DETERMINATION! find a chance to beat dunman in nationals. and WE JUNIORS LOVE YOU GUYS! i have three thing to say:
1) dont ever trust someone. esp....
2)someone P is not as bad as others have described her as.
3)WE WILL DO SOMETHING ABOUT THE LOSERS THING SAID BY ARROGANT DUNMAN JUNIORS.
shall add on later. mummy's calling. BYEBYE~! :)

i'mboredd. today was a great day cos the main six players thrashed macpherson sec 25-1. wow! second set changed players we won too! 25-8. quite high today cos i brought my bear bag to school and most of ppl say its nice:) woots! but adrian said that it wasnt that nice/ me: cos you;re a boy....
kin wei says: stupid bag.
me: you bag very smart meh?
anyways, i love my bag, family ,teammates and friends ,you guys made my day a colourful one! thats all for today.

the reason why i blogged today is because yvonne requested it.
yvonne the smart waited for me at the side gate today. and i think she's gonna have another friend by tomorrow.hahaha. i bought my new bag today i was damn high!! :) i asked siang fong what is hump then he told me : the se* sound. and moving up and down..(i tink so) lol. dont act pure la . lol.
me: i really dont know right?
i damn angry now.!! BYE!!

i'm getting quite bored with this skin alr, so maybe changing to another one. :( maybe still ichigo bunny if not then sugar bunnies i think.go watch annoying orange one youtube its damn funny. deceided that after posting shall go and sleep. tomorrow then go do homework. TOTALLY HATE TODAY'S TRAINNING IN DUNMAN SEC SCH! THEY'RE RUDE!!! i like to watch the CSI series! omg damn nice. and i going off! :) bye yvonne :)

late resolution for 2010:
my motto is: be nice to the correct person.
my vision:help those who are really needs help. dont ever be the good person.
in the end you'll be the one getting hurt again and again.
rules i must abide:think of the consequences in whatever you do, dont be good person.
SPECIAL NOTE TO:YVONNE, CAROL, CHERYL-ANN.
you guys are the greatest besties i have ever met and thanks for helping me with things that i dont know and stuck with. you know what i mean especially yvonne and carol.
TIAN XIN (XIAO XIN)?:
HAHA.i got the xiao xin up there:) as well as the Jasmine here. thank you helping me with stuffs and sending me home after trainning. you're a great captain. and, dont be afraid that i would tell carolyn everything in school. i wont complain to her if it was my fault. i wont let my fault be your fault. RELAX. WE ARE THE CRAZY GALS.
classmates: you all have been helping me with my school works especially kwantip, christina and qing ying , you are the ones that tells me what teacher had assigned to us when i wasnt paying attention.
to: deborah, emilyn and lee ching
you are the gals that helped me when i some sort of get bullied. you're a great friend!
Xiang rui, nia , jelly(jia li),soyabean(jolie),whitebean(meihui):
you're always helping me, ask me if my spiking was okay anot, did i master the techniques and are you okay?
CAROLYN CELESTINE JOY JANE SWEEKEE JILLIAN QIAN HUEY (SORRY IF I MISSED YOU OUT):
thanks for cheering for me just now at pasir ris sec sch. when i was about to serve the ball over. you're GREAT! ilovemysisters!
if i had been smarter, i would be able to figure out what to do earlier without having to clear all this mess.

19/01/2010:
it was a great day , karyl smsed me last night at around.....
she told me that she was an expert in figuring out what to do,
but, well, it seems that she dont understand me.
but its okay, i have my great sis, teammates and great gals(Y,LC,D,E,C,)
for the first and the last time i'm doing this...advertising for sis in my blog.
http://buryour-head.blogspot.com
seems that she has the "being kind" problem ..the same type as me. well, sometimes i am refering to you but you simply dont get it, what to do?


CAROLYN: you're a successful captain, they all listen to you, you care for them and well, you cared for ME!

had no fever today morning but when around 9am++ had fever so went home at around 12 pm. mom just called me i told her that i was still sick and she told me that she bought a cup for me in shen zhen! woo~! damn happy now even though got headache and fever. i regretted what i did yesterday, ALOT!!! omg.

a great classmate and a bad troll

hi bloggie! i'm back. and i know my tagboard is pretty dead and my blog is too. so i am going to make the blog "si er fu huo"! all my classmates are pretty good just that the troll is a meanie.. a great classmate includes: carol, cheryl-ann, yvonne and siang fong. they are really nice to me.okay, dont " wu hui".... nevermind. i shall end here.

okay , i'm like posting at so late??... okay the reason why i post something today is because melinda asked me to do so..i'm wait ing for my sis, carolyn koh A.K.A crab koh to come home. she said 3am and now is already 4am! i have nothing to post about and should i go bugis to buy school shoes or just buy the lee cooper shoes? CELESTINE: if you see this, pls tell me :D i currently watching cruel temptation/lure of wife on youtube. its damn addictive lor. you all should watch! that Gun Wu and So Hee match so well la! highly recommended. :D and i dont know what happened to my tag box le. so, if have any comments just send to my handphone. bye~!