i hope i'll be strong enough, just enough would be enough, i'm not gonna be greedy and ask for more strength anymore, that will only lead to nowhere. which is smth really bad, bcos it shows that you dont have any idea of what you are doing. i think i seriously dont know when to let go and when to hold on. seriously, if you feel happy lying to ppl then go on, go on. amybe someday, you would look back and say : " mann, i prolly lied too much back then. " well, you should know very well if you're lying or not. just f*** off with all your lies ok. i'm trying to get of this "haunted house" like some idiot trying to get out of a bottomless pit. nvm, i shall just wait and see, wait. WAIT, but wait till when? till the storm is over? or till the sun sets? or till i get worn out? its like seriously, what on earth am i doing or trying to do? trying to be a idiot, clinging onto smth that prolly wants me to go away? omg, i dont know, be specific pls. even a geog assignment is better than yours ok, they have 4 digit but yours is like 0 digits, how is ppl gonna know? believe your eyes, all go wrong. follow your heart, all get hurt. for what you wanna hurt yourself? its just like some fool in the middle of the road with incoming traffic waiting to get banged when you can actually make a run and well, that much better than the pain inflicted on you in your heart. end of the day, you would end up being a retarded loner. just like me, a total sucker + loser = me. i should have straightened out my thinking earlier. shitz mann. so end of the day, dont fall into a bottomless pit like me, because no one would be so stupid to fall into the pit to get you up you understand. stop acting, stop. just stop. i will pull through. i know i can. i will, i can.
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