Sunday, December 27, 2009

contains a relatively huge amount of hatred in this post

went back to malaysia to visit my granny and to go for a cousin's wedding dinner. but you guys might think that i should be happy that i can go to malaysia. but you're wrong. i admit i was happy on friday. cos one of my cunning cousin is going back to malaysia. then my other cousins(5) brought me out to heve supper. but i didnt eat anything cos i wasnt hungry. we laughed alot. when i was drinking my milo,a STRAY cat just brushed past me and i as like " ah...jiejie, korkor, got cat! while i was saying these i jumped out of my seat.then for the rest of the time i was keeping a look out for the cat... my cousin tried to feed the cat with his prata. lol. then after the wedding, it was arount 5.30pm when we reached our granny's house. then HY and her family came. i had to make sure that chia jing(LCJ) came cos my nintendo DS was with her. then...
hy: later lcj come you will only play with her... then leave me alone.[i was thinking: you also always leave me alone when hui ling jiejie, ah mei jiejie and ah bao korkor is back what. why should i care for you since you got so many to accompany you. you want me to be lonely right]
hb:no, i have to talk to her cos my DS is with her.
hy: later you will also talk to her one.
hb:...
CJ came. i have to talk to her. i wanted to ash huiyee to play with us but, thinking that how she treated me and CJ , I decided not to.
why? she saved CJ's no. in her phone as GL(in chinese)chia jing.
i was playing hide and seek with CJ, CW and CK. we had fun. how can you ask a person whom used you , hate you , hurt you to play with you? she's a cunning little one. why i dislike her so much? she acts nice in front of ppl. then behind them i get bullied. why ddnt i tell my mom? she will say, her mom treat you so nice , you must also treat her nicely. then mummy, you dont treat her nice meh? you treat her nicely wat, why should i treat her nicely?why didnt i fight verbally and mentally with her? i am not as strong as her, wheather physically , mentally or verbally.
why am i not as strong as her? cos she gets whatever she wants at home. but for me and CJ, its different. i have two sisters , my mom treats us equally. i'm not saying that her mom loves her more but its like her mom loves her a little more than her two brothers.CJ has younger siblings so she isnt that unreasonable as HY. at ard 6pm,i asked hui ling jiejie to go up to the karaoke room. she said no, as i was about to leave, HY shouted at me in chinese!
HY: i ask jiejie dont go up one! why? not happy is it?
HB: no, i'm ok with it.
HL jiejie: huiyee you chia zhar bor... orh ,,, fight again!
HY: no, we very nice one.
HB:no, we are gdiends..( while saying this i am damn angry but i was able to surpress my angryness and say this)
HY: eee! who is your good friend sia. ( shouting)
HL jiejie, didnt know how hurt was i.
after that they went out. THEY DIDNT ASK ME TO GO WHEN I TREATED THEM AS MY fav. COUSINS! I WAS LIKE GOING TO CRY WHEN PPL TOLD ME THAT, i was damn sad and hurt. why didnt they bring me there? was it bcos i was irritating like celestine told me that HL jiejie said that to her? ok, maybe the like huiyee more cos she's cute. while i am not as cute or pretty as her. to be continued.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

went ice-skating yesterday with cousins and i nearly fall! lol. i think my uncle was in a pretty good mood this few days as compared to the LAST few days. my cousins , my uncle and i are like watching this sgp drama called "together" then they're dancing the agogo dance... my uncle was like .. i dance frm here to malaysia.... dots. ok, i'm going off here!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

i want to say alot of thank you to jane chan! i went to her house to take things in the rain ... i was half drenched when i reached there and she kept on asking me if i am okay anot..lol. i rushed to my mummy's friend house to do something.. with a bag thats like 5kg?? i guess so. then i played and i played with my neighbours. END...
went swimming at downtown just now with cousin, sammi and jona. it was quite fun though. ping li wanted to come at first but her mummy didnt allow her to come:( while we're on bus number 3 , jona fell down from the seat at the last row. she's basically lying on the seats. like those models for beds.. she wasnt able to sit straight cos she was LAUGHING!! the second time was while we're out of the interchange, the bus uncle stepped on the brake while jone wasnt sitting properly.. she fell forward with a loud thud on the steps..lol. then she dont want to get up she still sit down there and continue laughing... then me and sammi had to resort to pulling her bag to make her sit back on the seat. ok , that was so....lol!!!
END!!!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

hi, its been such a long time since i last posted or updated my blog. And i'm sure its pretty dead.. okay,i made cake today, 20 small teeny tiny cakes. ok, that is so....i dont know how to describe.go watch this .. damn funny:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-N8IMLngtb8
the other day sammi(teo) was like watching it ... lol.oh ya, and a few days before, my sisters and i went to somehow celebrate fernanny tan's b'day.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Those smiles on my face are gone now.


你们拍马屁是有没有想到我的感受?白痴。adults are selfish. old aunties and uncles tend to treat those living under the same roof with them invisible and as if they dont get hurt emotionally.IHATEYOU! do you treat me the same? NO!

Tuesday, September 29, 2009




hihi!!


rewind:


mon:


i went opp with both sis at night.


we went to have some yoghurt.


guess what?
my 2nd sis, celestine was paying for it and guess how much she paid?


$9.30


haha, it costed her a bomb....


we went to sakae sushi to buy some sushi before we headed home.




tue:


today, i made milo for yp...she was like eeee...


then i thought that it wasn't nice.. then she said: eee, so nice..


haha,someone complimented me(:


mdm yu hui gave me one stich.(lilo and stich)


mrs lim: 1 super ring and 1 oreo.


mr oh(old): one dark ferrero roche...


i was damn happy(:


i lyk th stich the most cos its damn cute(:


me BY and YP went to the void deck to wait for YP's mum.lol...


we waited for 1.5 hr. only to know that her mum was all along at the front gate...


i went home after that....i went to opposite(whitesands) to get my ingredients to cook the curry.
byebye, see you soon(:

Saturday, September 26, 2009


isn't the truck too big?

this indian is too tall le bahh?

gillian, cannot like that, must listen to liu lao shi.
hi, i went for compo class as usual and nothing special happened.
i went home straight and bathe again before i went for my nap.
the wheather is super warm today..and i went to bathe again!!!
today, a small miracle happened to me(:
guess wht? my aunt didn't nag at me nor scold me for buying so much titbits and bubble tea(: haha so lucky...
other aunts came to play mahjong...i won't be able to sleep tonight le):
yanping, my blog is not dead(: haha, did i dissapoint you?
baoyu, are you surprised tht i got your pic up here?
melinda, are you sleeping now?
okay, i admit i very LAME but its okay to be LAME sometimes right?
Oh yah, i had fun posing as hong li to play tricks on bao yu..haha.
i posed as CTH too to play tricks on melinda, but sadly, two of them didn't fell for it):
i am damn bored now.
i am super surprised that i actually ate one FISH!!! ridiculous right?
i seldom eat FISH...lol.
carolyn bought sweets and clips for me i only got the pic of the sweets but i'll post the clips tomorrow if i can.
haha , guess what?
my cousin's gf played CATCHING with me, haha. i keep on tickling her.
then she run up and down the stairs..lol.
i half watching BOF half posting....i so badly want to see carolyn's blog...lol, weird right?
sure have alot of "KEYWORD" one.
and just now when i bought ice lemon tea ice blended, my aunt had a sip.
guess what's her reaction?
>.<, damn sour!!! but its not, its sweet...lol
okay, i realised that i keep on typing this: ..lol. or ...lol.
my cousin gf looking for her pearl earrings now...
now she's still looking for it.....
still looking high and low for it...
and my mummy's mummy(grandmother) is in the hospital, i wonder how is she now.
my mummy went to m'sia yesterday and she said: ah ma now hand and legs very pain...************************ quite serious.
i was like thinking how agile was her(grandmother) the year before when she sew blankies for us. th pics on it is super random.
those can include this:
apples
bomberman
flowers
tom&jerry
cats
there was once jiejie(my fav. cousin)asked her to sew with her old clothes.
she keep on keeping her old clothes till her cupboard full of it..but my mummy always help her clean.. lol..then she keep on saying no,no , no cannot throw i want to sew blankets de... thn mummy never throw le... i hope she'll go home soon.
i so badly want back my agile and lively granny! Speaking of this i want to see her tomorrow with my aunt but mummy said no because for dunno what reason..(mummy and aunt is PANTANG)
mummy thinks that it inauspicious....IMISSHER so badly!


Friday, September 25, 2009


bao yu, wht you looking at? SO HAPPY.

nice one, sammi and regina(:

o...a big crowd near the pianist, abner. it seems tht they're having a party on. dont disturb le.

th rose and apple taste equally nice. but the rose got colouring de.
someone: dont walk so fast leh.
me: why?
someone: walk home together lah.
me: the bus alr here.
someone: wait.
me: i'm on the bus alr.
someone: get down.
me: NO! bye.(i got pissed off)
i was like thinking, i have got nothing to do with you, why should i get off the bus,you IDIOT?
someone: oh... okay then.
i got quite a nice day today except for this litte teeny tiny thing.
HAPPYCHILDRENSDAY!








Thursday, September 24, 2009


wht you all doing arh? opening party?

melinda talking to jong shuenn.

see this giant? this is the pig in our class, linkang. sorry if i offended you in any way by putting this pic up here(:

bao yu , is the drink nice?


hi. today i had a half bad and half good day...
stupid mr oh(young)...mr oh: okay i ask questions, how many hours is the.......opening hours?As the whole class is damn quiet and he never say who to answer the question so i just shout out 10 hrs. while i say ten, he said aqil.
tht idiot gave me the stupid look. WL ...IDIOT IS STILL AN IDIOT. NO MATTER HOW SMART YOU ARE, YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO GIVE ME THT LOOK. YOU'RE A TEACHER.
Then shortly after that, almost 1/3 the class is shouting out the answer then he never scold sia!!!
THIS IDIOT TEACHER IS INDEED A BIASED IDIOT! HE'S NOT FIT TO BE MY TEACHER.
NEITHER IS HE FIT TO BE A DAD. IRRITATING!!@#$%#$%#$%!!!!!
worst part, this is not the first time le lor. i swear from today onwards, i will not call you mr oh, instead i will NOT greet you!
for those ppl tht want to rattle on me and wnt to be a teacher's pet, so sorry that i cursed him...aww...so sad.
here are the pics i took today.




Wednesday, September 23, 2009

this is lauren(a few months ago)
haha,melinda. i got your pic up here(:




Hi blog! i'm half hyper today(:
lets talk abt monday:
at around 12.00, i received a call frm the airport, guess wht?its one of my fav. cousins! she( i call her jiejie) was in singapore along with her daughter,lauren and her husband,mario and her husband's nephew, leslie..(: i was so happy that i keep on thinking of lauren! she so cute :p. i was like thinking who can the fourth person thats coming here be? ah,its leslie. he's older then be by 1 year. the worst part, jiejie made me shake hand with him.....jieijie asked me if i wanted to go orchard with them. i said yes without hesitation cos i could play with lauren.
me: lauren, how's suster(the babysitter)?
lauren: very bad cos she still digs her nose.
me:then auntie fitri(the maid)?
lauren:also very bad cos sitll digging nose.
me:auntie rumi(the maid)
lauren:also digs the nose.
both of us giggling. lol.
on the car,
lauren:leslie korkor, wht you doing?
leslie:*smile*
i was sitting at the back and laughing ,lol.
while jiejie and mario korkor was buying some clothes or rather jackets, me and lauren walk around.
we got bored after walking around, we went to find leslie.
me:hello why you so quiet?
leslie:*smiles*
i was like thinking got so hard to talk meh?
then,
lauren:yiyi hui bing, what is this kimmidoll's name?
me:miuchi!(:
lauren: how you knw?
me:there! (pointing to the name printed on the book)
both:*giggles*
then we went to ION, lauren dozed off in the stroller..lol.
we went to borders at wheellock place.
jiejie and korkor went to walk around while me and leslie wanted to read books, so we went borders.
i was like walking behind leslie then he suddenly turn and say
leslie:so, wat you want to read?
me: i dont know?
leslie:*smiles*
i was like thinking, you finally talk!lol.
jiejie can and scared me....:P
leslie also kena shocked.
we headed to TANGS...
we went home for our dinner....
-END-
tuesday:
NOTHING(:
wednesday:
i had a bad day!
i missed the bus.
i had a slow flu.
i was awakened by my two sisters that have their own bed.
they came and squeezed me...one on the left, one on the right...:P
i was like... why you always come and squeeze with me?
is my bed that comfortable?
.................................................
its ZZZzzzZZZzzz time now! bye!!(:

Saturday, September 19, 2009




Hey, its been a long time since i last posted right?
Anyways, i just wrote a poem(:( with rabbit ears )
It reflects the feelings that i bottled the last few days.
Its not meant for anybody close to me EG. friends , family etc.

Here it goes:


Lies, the worst thing on earth.


You who knew very well what hurts me most,yet you delibrately did it.
Friends, not anymore.
In my heart,
I trusted you,
i believed you.
You dissapointed me once again.
don't you feel guilty?
No, i forgotten, you're cold blooded.
Manners, do they give a damn?
Yes, but not anymore.
Accidentaly brushed against me,
don't you ought to say sorry?
Seconds seemed like hours to me.
Minutes seemed like seconds to you who are having fun.
You made me trust you,
but it was all an ploy.
You blow hot and cold at me,
I tried not to care,
but i failed.
You treated me as a substitute,
I didn't care.
To think that you treat me well,
well, that was one of my foolish thinkings.
you don't give a shit about it.
Okay,我okay 的。
够了,够了,
I had enough of all these bullshit crap.
I'm really tired of all these.


Hope those who had this kind of feeling this few days will let the person whom is giving this kind of feeling know. (:
Was it a good one? Tell me in my tagbox(:


and i went to tamp 1 and tm a few weeks ago with sammi(teo).

Friday, September 11, 2009

rewinding!!!!




yesterdy,me and bao yu was talking on the phone while we made our way to school. Before we'd even leave the house, she said "Hui Bing, you wait arh i forgot to take something." then i also forget..lol.So i went home t take whatever i had left out. When i got down from the bus, the first thing i saw is Bao Yu!! She's eating her KAYA waffle!! Bao Yu , are you pissed off by me? If you are , kindly tell me. I'll stop my nonsense(: nand a few days before, i made popcorn!!

Monday, September 7, 2009


Hi, i went cycling with sara koh and melinda today. It was definitely tiring but it was worth it(: we took pictures but i think the laptop's bluetooth isn't working right now. melinda keep on saying that she 'zi lian' so decided to call her 'zi lian' but she keep on defending herself..lol. okay she call me super tanned banana. then i was like WTH ??? i dont like bananas! i ask her why then she said because she liked the red banana that i have at home....i gave her the -.- face.......we wrote alot of things on the paper then we cycled to pasir ris park and buried it in the sand... she keep on taking pic lor.. she redraw tha heart shape alot of times haha... i think melinda and sara really like to cycle on the grass cos they keep on cycling on the grass lor. then melinda said hui bing, take two stones then throw one stone for the hatred then the other is for love, then she say throw the first one! it was quite far....about7m away from us. then the love one, i threw about alittle more than the hatred one. all of us laughing!!!and i fed the pony(:

Saturday, August 29, 2009

hey!
















Hey! i went to tampines1 just now.. During the compo class, Hin Wa, Chun Hui and Ivan damn funny lors.
Hin Wa: teacher, can dont do the comprehension anot?
Teacher: NO!
Hin Wa: teacher can bring home anot?->speaks in chinese. cos later bring home don't need to do and teacher wont ask again.->speaks in english.
Teacher:i can understand okay...

Ivan: teacher, can do MCQ only right?
teacher:(SILENCE)
Ivan:silence means consent.
Teacher: no!

Chun hui: teacher i dont know how to do leh.
Teacher:try lah.
Chun hui: can go home and do anot? go home and to the work will be better leh.
Teacher:ya, thework will be better, never come back marh. i dont need to mark.

Hin Wa:老师 ,那个问题说, 读了这篇文章,你有什么感想?可以写, 读了这篇文章,我没有感想吗?
老师:如果你觉得小六离校会考,考官会给你答对那题,那你就写吧。



I went to this dining restaurant, dian xiao er,店小二. The food there was yummy!!!! You guys should try when you're there.






Friday, August 28, 2009

today....

Today during chinese class, when 于老师 was doing the comprehension correction, chun hui got don't know what problem with the paper then he went to 于老师's table. Then zu en there, chun hui keep on calling 于老师. i forgot what he say, but whatever he said was damn funny!!!(to be continued some other day)

Thursday, August 27, 2009

lonely best describes me and my feelings now.

It sure has been a long time since i last 'care' for my blog.During this days, i felt somthing that i've never felt before. Worrying for my prelims, i told myself its up to you whether you want to fail your mummy's expectations. I finally made up my mind the study and revise for science and math for 30mins at least everyday. As days goes further, my worries increased too. Will my best friends treat me as some irratating air surrounding them? Should i believe my eyes? Is it worth me worrying about my best friends? Are my closest friend going to hear my troubles? Perhaps no, they're probably having fun everyday within the three of them. If you happen to ask me why am i so moody the past few days, this is my answer. Does the problem lies in me? Are they really going to lend me their ear? Thanks to yi hui, i'm feeling much better. Why do they leave me out when they're having fun? Why do they have to leave me alone? Will i find a true friend? I've already tried my best to change already right? I scream less nowadays right? Can they share my troubles with them, can they lift the burden that i'm carrying now? Can i survive through this trap that my best friend has left for me?How can our friendship change within a short 4 month? 可能是我自己出了问题。。怎么没一个好朋友了解我??也许我应该检讨我自己。。。
[with troubles,questions and doubts]

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I'm kinda bored nowdays and i eat very litte this few days..)= i went to a optician just now and he said that i needed specs, sob sob. Although i've been hoping to own a pair of specs, but i dont feel like owning any specs now)= I'm sure if i wore any specs , it would look weird right? Aww.......i hate wearin specs now !! Grrh!



~yanping,

I've read your blog, i will try to . You're right, we can't possibly stay on like this forever. I'll try my best okayy?

[With troubles, i'm departing]

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Am i too sensitive? I dont know either. Actually,i dont really hate you but i just dont know why i hate you. I'm sure that you know i hate you right?Okay,i'll just sit here and hope you dont know that i hate you. Maybe i shouldn't know. Nothin' much to say anyway. So yeah , once again,negative is what i'm capable of thinking.

[with hesitation , i'm departing]

Tuesday, June 2, 2009






Today's kind of bored ? so yeah , i went to my cousin's piano concert with my sis and Joy last sunday , 'musical rainbow' ..... It was kind of nice though .... i'm getting bored on blogger ..So maybe my blog's gonna be dead soon... sob..sob..I dont know why i like the board so much ..we ad fun entertaining the guests ..(:

Saturday, April 25, 2009

hello(:

Its been such a long time since i last posted here .... i've got nothing intersting to say , sorry .. Maybe about my short holiday to sunway lagoon and genting .. i mean not here cos long story (:

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

today (you wouldn't want to read it )

SOMETIMES I REALLY WONDER WHY CAN I JUST DIE OR FIND A DARK PLACE TO HIDE MYSELF . WHY CAN'T I SOMEHOW MAKE MYSELF DISSAPPEAR AS AND WHEN I LIKE ? WHY CAN'T I GET RID OF MY OLD HABIT ? WHY CAN'T I DO THINGS ON MY OWN ? WHY CAN'T I SPEND EVERY RECESS ALONE ? WHY CAN'T I STOP TALKING IN SCHOOL ? WHY CAN 'T I BE MORE QUIET ? WHY CAN'T I BE MORE INDEPENDENT ? WHY CAN'T I BE LESS KAYPOH ?

Monday, April 6, 2009

Today...(its a boring post )

I WISH THAT I COULD HAVE SOMEONE TO CONTROL ME . CAUSE I ALWAYS SAY OR POST OUT THINGS THAT I SHOULDN'T HAVE . I REALLY WANT TO STOP POSTING NEGATIVE THINGS AND START POSTING POSITIVE THINGS INSTEAD . BUT I JUST CAN'T HELP IT . I REALLY , REALLY DON'T WANT TO SAY NEGATIVE THINGS ANYMORE . BUT I WILL TEND TO POST OUT NEGATIVE THINGS . AND THE WORST IS I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH ME . MAYBE I SHOULD START POSTING ABOUT POSITIVE THINGS TOMORROW . (:

Saturday, April 4, 2009

yesterday...

YESTERDAY:

Yesterday's lesson was rather boring . I accidentally slept during the star writer programme . Luckily , Janice wake me up in time !Miss Susan didn't realise that i was sleeping during her lesson.And it was so fun !!(: After that , Natalie came to ask for Miss Susan's permission for me to go for the Bully Free Campaign , she allowed me to go (: ... After the Bully Free Campaign ended , we went to keep the equipments . We saw , porcupine (Wei Xuan) , Vincent and Hong Li . They 're chatting as usual . Bao Yu and Yan Ping came back to school to play with us volleyball . We played non stop until 5pm.
When Lin Kang came to help porcupine to ask for my number then the ball got rolled away.Bao Yu accidentally knocked her head against the fire extinguisher.We asked for some ice from the drinks stall.
Then we unknowingly left the volleyball alone.After a while , Bao Yu realised that the ball was missing!We went around looking for it but it was nowhere to be seen by then .

Thursday, April 2, 2009

30/03, 31/03, 2/04

30/03: someone is so biased!!I hate him and thats forever.Today he saw someone 1 and someone 2 provoke me so i screamed at them, then someone scold me for screaming in class.stupid right?

31/03: somoeone 1 provoked me again!!I was angry at that time so i went over to yan ping's table there to cool down thensomeone 2 suddenly wrote my name on the board. later someone came in and saw my name on the board then he asked someone 2 why is my name is on the board,zharfan told him :''becos she just now dun want to go back to her seat.'' Then someone made me stand for 10 mins!!!


02/04: Do you find playing pranks on me fun, someone 1 !?let me tell you this , its not ok?! I will shout stupid to you whenever i see you! And someone 3, STOP drawing stupid things like pig then write my name on it! We can never be friends again!! I hatesomeone 1 and someone 3 !!