went back to malaysia to visit my granny and to go for a cousin's wedding dinner. but you guys might think that i should be happy that i can go to malaysia. but you're wrong. i admit i was happy on friday. cos one of my cunning cousin is going back to malaysia. then my other cousins(5) brought me out to heve supper. but i didnt eat anything cos i wasnt hungry. we laughed alot. when i was drinking my milo,a STRAY cat just brushed past me and i as like " ah...jiejie, korkor, got cat! while i was saying these i jumped out of my seat.then for the rest of the time i was keeping a look out for the cat... my cousin tried to feed the cat with his prata. lol. then after the wedding, it was arount 5.30pm when we reached our granny's house. then HY and her family came. i had to make sure that chia jing(LCJ) came cos my nintendo DS was with her. then...
hy: later lcj come you will only play with her... then leave me alone.[i was thinking: you also always leave me alone when hui ling jiejie, ah mei jiejie and ah bao korkor is back what. why should i care for you since you got so many to accompany you. you want me to be lonely right]
hb:no, i have to talk to her cos my DS is with her.
hy: later you will also talk to her one.
hb:...
CJ came. i have to talk to her. i wanted to ash huiyee to play with us but, thinking that how she treated me and CJ , I decided not to.
why? she saved CJ's no. in her phone as GL(in chinese)chia jing.
i was playing hide and seek with CJ, CW and CK. we had fun. how can you ask a person whom used you , hate you , hurt you to play with you? she's a cunning little one. why i dislike her so much? she acts nice in front of ppl. then behind them i get bullied. why ddnt i tell my mom? she will say, her mom treat you so nice , you must also treat her nicely. then mummy, you dont treat her nice meh? you treat her nicely wat, why should i treat her nicely?why didnt i fight verbally and mentally with her? i am not as strong as her, wheather physically , mentally or verbally.
why am i not as strong as her? cos she gets whatever she wants at home. but for me and CJ, its different. i have two sisters , my mom treats us equally. i'm not saying that her mom loves her more but its like her mom loves her a little more than her two brothers.CJ has younger siblings so she isnt that unreasonable as HY. at ard 6pm,i asked hui ling jiejie to go up to the karaoke room. she said no, as i was about to leave, HY shouted at me in chinese!
HY: i ask jiejie dont go up one! why? not happy is it?
HB: no, i'm ok with it.
HL jiejie: huiyee you chia zhar bor... orh ,,, fight again!
HY: no, we very nice one.
HB:no, we are gdiends..( while saying this i am damn angry but i was able to surpress my angryness and say this)
HY: eee! who is your good friend sia. ( shouting)
HL jiejie, didnt know how hurt was i.
after that they went out. THEY DIDNT ASK ME TO GO WHEN I TREATED THEM AS MY fav. COUSINS! I WAS LIKE GOING TO CRY WHEN PPL TOLD ME THAT, i was damn sad and hurt. why didnt they bring me there? was it bcos i was irritating like celestine told me that HL jiejie said that to her? ok, maybe the like huiyee more cos she's cute. while i am not as cute or pretty as her. to be continued.
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