It sure has been a long time since i last 'care' for my blog.During this days, i felt somthing that i've never felt before. Worrying for my prelims, i told myself its up to you whether you want to fail your mummy's expectations. I finally made up my mind the study and revise for science and math for 30mins at least everyday. As days goes further, my worries increased too. Will my best friends treat me as some irratating air surrounding them? Should i believe my eyes? Is it worth me worrying about my best friends? Are my closest friend going to hear my troubles? Perhaps no, they're probably having fun everyday within the three of them. If you happen to ask me why am i so moody the past few days, this is my answer. Does the problem lies in me? Are they really going to lend me their ear? Thanks to yi hui, i'm feeling much better. Why do they leave me out when they're having fun? Why do they have to leave me alone? Will i find a true friend? I've already tried my best to change already right? I scream less nowadays right? Can they share my troubles with them, can they lift the burden that i'm carrying now? Can i survive through this trap that my best friend has left for me?How can our friendship change within a short 4 month? 可能是我自己出了问题。。怎么没一个好朋友了解我？？也许我应该检讨我自己。。。
[with troubles,questions and doubts]
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