i need a miracle. history repeated. its not easy. this road is full of holes that will make you fall and cry. but all i have to do is to try and blur my vision so that i dont need to see anything that will make me fall and cry ever again. its not easy but im going to try. i want to become a honest person. i want to change. i need to. for the past, i am just another coward that lies just to keep friends. now i just want to change and see if my friends will stay. things dont last. do they? i know im a ugly bitch, a noisy bitch. and lousy friend and chairperson. but who would actually doubt a teacher's words? you didnt even bother to explain to me. all you said was "return me my itouch." nevermind all that. its not important now. all i want to say to you all who have deceided to kick me out of your life:

thanks for being my friend, being there for me and helping me in a way or another. and thanks for letting me know im a bitch. and a ugly and noisy one too. you all have been a great friend, classmate and schoolmate. without you guys, i'll never get to experience many things like crying in school, learning the importance of friends and many other stuffs.