hello! merry xmas! ^^
so, i shall continue with yst's story.
shabu shabu for dinner, awkward max ok.
before we eat, i have to like....ask lots of ppl to eat i mean like....
"uncle eat, auntie eat, auntie eat, auntie eat,jiejie eat, korkor eat."
before i can EAT. and and dropped my chopsticks twice. twice. damn......so ps..
as i was eating, mario korkor came,
korkor: ah koh, why you never talk to him*referring to leslie*
me: er.............
korkor: say hello or hi to him! ^^
me: HI! **but leslie is like right infront of korkor and me.
leslie: *looks up from his hp and look @ me. "HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA"
me:*laughs but awkward you know.*
korkor: *came out of the kitchen* ah koh, why you never talk to him?
me: i did...i said hi. and he just keep on laughing.
leslie: *laughs*
korkor: ask him what's his name. *smiles*
me: whats your name?
leslie: HAHAHAHAHAAHH
me: ......*laughs*


-in the kitchen-

i was putting the leftover food into the fridge ......
korkor: ah koh whats his name? *points to leslie*
me: ..... leslie?
korkor: NOT HAHAHAHAHAH MEH?
me, korkor , leslie: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAH
1020, ppl start to go home..... and zack and cody !! on disney channellllllllll^^


santa's pressie for lauren is here! she dragged me out of bed to accompany her to get her pressies open. and she was looking for santa's pressie for her. but thats what all 5 year old kids do right?
it was a fish tank with 4 fishes in it!
we played hedbandz. its smth like taboooooo.
then had steamboat for lunch and...............bathed.........here i am blogging!! ^^
gg to cousin's house later.....so i can see femfem*and wig**!
*female cat
**male cat

ok, thats all. got to go! ^^ bye kiddo, melly xmas! i bet no one's reading. but its ok, i shall continue to blog ^^

hello! its been quite some time since i last posted.........so here i am! ^^
i miss ppl in sgp. :( haizz. but i miss vb more hehehehehehehe
watched guilliver travels yst. . . . . heheheeh awesome. watched it @ XXI premiere
the cinema provides blankets in the drawer inbetween the seats. nearly fell asleep while watching cos the seat is simply too comfty!! i can lie all the way down!! with my feets right infront me, not below me.

hello! im finally blogging again. yeah. LOL.
14th dec.
kinda angry with the jetstar woman @ the counter.
she said i wasnt 14 yet so she didnt issue the boarding pass. -.- the internet didnt say so.
went to get lauren's xmas and bday pressieeeeee LOL.

15th dec.
woke up, went to dufan!
fun like idk ehehehe.
best part, we dont need to queue coz jiejie got the fast trax tix hehe.
ate @ idk what place. somewhere on the beach.
found a jelly fish while waiting for our food to come.
wow we waited from sun till sunset. lol idk what i am typing hehez.
fed lotsa mosquitos.
at least 10 mosquitos. damn.

16th dec.
lauren's bday!
woke up @ 11 sgp time, did the clay mermaid.......
bathed....
ate.....
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i saw leslie. lol. kinda broke his voice and sounds like a ..... guy
hehhehehez LOL. oh and prolly his mom too. LOL ok.
now my eyes are closing and im dead tiredddddd. hehehe gg bathe now and off to bed!

i wonder just where i am in your mind. please tell me what to feel. going for b girls training, hope there wouldnt be any probs. i rly hope. im gna train really really hard so you just watch. c bitch.

14 th is coming yeah! and i hope 30th isnt gna come anytime soon :) can you just imagine how good your holiday would be if it wasnt for the homeworks? :/

i hate hiding. and yes, this would prolly be what i hate too.its like i hope you know and i hope you dont know. i dont want you to know because i dont want to ruin our relationship. yes. current relationship. im kind of pissed actually. knowing that im just a substitute...and i cant DO ANYTHING. i suddenly remembered, back then how you desperately 'begged' people just to help others. yeah, that was nice of you. but it was definitely not fair for/to the other one . why not i let you, then i beg you back for it. how does that sound huh. yeah, it doesnt concern me, so why on earth am i talking about it? i just hope that you know that it would be kinda selfish and rly unfair if you did that. im sorry but i really need to let it all out otherwise im gna die from it. i get pissed just by the thought of it. i mean its like i cant blame you for doing that. i cant blame anyone for doing that. its like.....its natural for you to think that way. so yes, huibing, you're wrong. i cant get over the fact that you choose to rather trust someone than someone that you know, at least wont betray you. my friend told me not to trust you. you told me not to trust my friend. who exactly am i supposed to trust. you told me its not stupid to just look @ the stars. and its kinda rude and mean of you to tell me in my face that looking @ stars are stupid. yeah, who am i, you wna be rude then let it be. i have always treated you as my best friend but now you treat me like shit ok. arrgh forget it. no one gets me. no one ever did. im really training very hard now. to secure my position. i can still remember how sick i was yesterday, i cant even do my own dishes.....but nothing's gna stop me from training. my back still hurts. ever since the first bgirls training i went. i am going to train tomorrow. real hard. i am going to go beyond my limits. go beyond. way beyond. carry heavier weights. more that i can carry. to make myself stronger i have to do this. but i dont think i can. :/ bye.

I MISS CAROL HUNG KA YEE....ARRGH.

today was a pretty bad day. shouldnt talk about it. it brings you nothing. so stop thinking about it and leave. bye.

hello. i doubt you'll ever know what i wanted. yes, never know. because i dont wna ruin our relationship just like this. i dont want. its not worth it. really. but i think i'll just let you know when the time comes.

ADRIAN WEEEEEEEE YOU SEE THIS PIC? ^^

i need to stop thinking. i really need to. i think im crazy but maybe i'll stop being so crazy as time goes by. i hope so. but i really really mean what i said. when i type properly, i mean it. i really mean it. maybe im just thinking too much. I REALLY MEAN IT. I JUST HOPE YOU'LL GET WHAT I MEAN.