hello(:

Its been such a long time since i last posted here .... i've got nothing intersting to say , sorry .. Maybe about my short holiday to sunway lagoon and genting .. i mean not here cos long story (:

today (you wouldn't want to read it )

SOMETIMES I REALLY WONDER WHY CAN I JUST DIE OR FIND A DARK PLACE TO HIDE MYSELF . WHY CAN'T I SOMEHOW MAKE MYSELF DISSAPPEAR AS AND WHEN I LIKE ? WHY CAN'T I GET RID OF MY OLD HABIT ? WHY CAN'T I DO THINGS ON MY OWN ? WHY CAN'T I SPEND EVERY RECESS ALONE ? WHY CAN'T I STOP TALKING IN SCHOOL ? WHY CAN 'T I BE MORE QUIET ? WHY CAN'T I BE MORE INDEPENDENT ? WHY CAN'T I BE LESS KAYPOH ?

Today...(its a boring post )

I WISH THAT I COULD HAVE SOMEONE TO CONTROL ME . CAUSE I ALWAYS SAY OR POST OUT THINGS THAT I SHOULDN'T HAVE . I REALLY WANT TO STOP POSTING NEGATIVE THINGS AND START POSTING POSITIVE THINGS INSTEAD . BUT I JUST CAN'T HELP IT . I REALLY , REALLY DON'T WANT TO SAY NEGATIVE THINGS ANYMORE . BUT I WILL TEND TO POST OUT NEGATIVE THINGS . AND THE WORST IS I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH ME . MAYBE I SHOULD START POSTING ABOUT POSITIVE THINGS TOMORROW . (:

yesterday...

YESTERDAY:

Yesterday's lesson was rather boring . I accidentally slept during the star writer programme . Luckily , Janice wake me up in time !Miss Susan didn't realise that i was sleeping during her lesson.And it was so fun !!(: After that , Natalie came to ask for Miss Susan's permission for me to go for the Bully Free Campaign , she allowed me to go (: ... After the Bully Free Campaign ended , we went to keep the equipments . We saw , porcupine (Wei Xuan) , Vincent and Hong Li . They 're chatting as usual . Bao Yu and Yan Ping came back to school to play with us volleyball . We played non stop until 5pm.
When Lin Kang came to help porcupine to ask for my number then the ball got rolled away.Bao Yu accidentally knocked her head against the fire extinguisher.We asked for some ice from the drinks stall.
Then we unknowingly left the volleyball alone.After a while , Bao Yu realised that the ball was missing!We went around looking for it but it was nowhere to be seen by then .

30/03, 31/03, 2/04

30/03: someone is so biased!!I hate him and thats forever.Today he saw someone 1 and someone 2 provoke me so i screamed at them, then someone scold me for screaming in class.stupid right?

31/03: somoeone 1 provoked me again!!I was angry at that time so i went over to yan ping's table there to cool down thensomeone 2 suddenly wrote my name on the board. later someone came in and saw my name on the board then he asked someone 2 why is my name is on the board,zharfan told him :''becos she just now dun want to go back to her seat.'' Then someone made me stand for 10 mins!!!


02/04: Do you find playing pranks on me fun, someone 1 !?let me tell you this , its not ok?! I will shout stupid to you whenever i see you! And someone 3, STOP drawing stupid things like pig then write my name on it! We can never be friends again!! I hatesomeone 1 and someone 3 !!