get off my back asshol*. go away! i hate you. you're always laughing at me. bastard, shitface(although i'm one) so what if you're white huh? you never see obama isit? obama blacker than me right? we dont choose how healthy we are, neither do we choose how good we look, bastard. yeah, its a damn freaking funny joke to you, but its damn damn hurtful fact to me. the only bad thing you never say about me is only that i'm skinny. you know why? BECAUSE YOU'RE MUCH FATTER THAN ME, THATS WHY YOU DONT INSULT ME BCOS IM SKINNY. who wants to be black? did i wished that i was black? did i hoped for myself to look like a damn bangali? i dont want to be like this either.if i dont go, you all give me black face and scold me like i killed someone like that, i go, i get hurt more. FML!!! I HAVE MY RIGHTS . I WILL RETALIATE, KARMA WILL PLAY ITS PART. fml, why do you all have to mock at me?

those smiles are not enough to cover your agony.

i lost quite a number of things within a school day. i lost my 20 dollars(concession pass), only primary school card left and some other fucking things. L.I.F.E should be called S.H.I.T since what we do everyday is just wake up, screw things up, eat then finally sleep.

science lab. wee lin hui,
star shaped fish for dinner's soup yesterday.
did this during yesterday's D&T lesson.
the cute side of janeeee! she's on the phone.
little kiddo mei hui :)
xiang rui eating sushi :D
Janeeee and i spammed sushi
GOH KANG WEI. the teacup, is holding his pet rocket under the hot sun.

yvonneeee holding her pet rocket proudly.
carol and my pet rocket. sui bo?
carol and i :D


Sabrina and Shannon.
art lesson on monday.

had a pretty fun day today. i'm so excited abt tomorrow training. :) sec2s are training with us :) yay!mr ronnie goh is like"when you are buying bottle for pet rocket, remember me, big and fat. " i'm starting to love using watercolours:D hehe. i went for night study with celestine and xiang ting. celestine accidentally flipped the fish using the chopsticks and the fish went straight to her collar. haha, i love playing unblock me :D its challenging. bye :) and see ya soon :) celestine is peeking into the comp. hehe.go like my facebook post abt the celstine:) go now! :D hehe.

the black and can-do-somersault birdie(provided if i jump, then it will do somersault)

the yellow birdie, sings lesser then the black one.

granny cooking dinner!! yummy food is coming!

hi peeps.....i'm pretty sad today :( ..... carolyn cried alot :( in fact, the whole team. i guess this time was probably a time for the team to tell each other that they loved the team and never wanted to leave. all B girls cried when carolyn said:转身离开， 。。。。。。。they started singing that. in my 12 years and 2 months of living on earth, i've never heard my sisters cry like that before. when both of them cried, i dont know which one to hug and comfort ..... they're like standing far away. so most of the time i was like hesitating....ok. stupid me. mei hui , nia , xiang rui and i spent ard 1.5 hrs at subway talking and eating.WELOVESENIORS!AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, ILOVECAROLYN&CELESTINE!!

today had a great lunch with carol hung me on the wall and her mom. we ate at just acia's the food is pretty great! (Y) i put the strawberry ice cream into the root beer float lol. ok. stupid. mom dont allow me to go to the love event at cornerstone:( bored....so far everything's fine except for the ***yl thing with jona. yvonne cheer up. i know i wont be able to help much, but i just want to say CHEER UP! you will do it better next time round. :)


i know its going to be a tough war for myself but, i will hold on.
hui wen:
thanks for helping me with lots of things :D i cant list all out. :( cos you're so nice!!they whom scolds you and bitches about you behind your back are not true to you.
perlyn: hi pretty! thanks for setting all the nice balls for me during training, when we're playing with hui wen and kah wai or ping swen or carol. your spikes are damn nice!
ping swen: hi gay! GAY= caring teammates. you're so nice too peeps around you who treats you badly. thanks for helping me, comforting me. :)
carol hung me on the wall: hey ca-wow! thanks for doing all the stupidest things on earth with me. you rock buddy!!
yvonne am boredd: hey apple! cheer up . thanks for doing the stupidest things on earth with me too :) you are so nice:) dont care abt ***yl.
cheryl-ann:hey libero! thanks for playing the stupid cheque thing with me. oh ya, also the airline one. lol.
kahwai: i got nothing to say to you but thanks for keeping the smile on your face even when you're sad.
mei hui, xiang rui, nia, wen yi,tian xin: you guys are the best seniors! you all help me with things like how to jump higher, ask me if training is ok, whether my spiking is ok, help me with volleyball. you guys rawk mann!
(names are not in order)

HUI BING LOVES TEAM NGEE ANN 2010!!
er, i love NGEE ANN SEC TOO!

hi peeps! The first few days of CNY this year is damn friggin boring!!! omg. Han Ye Seul's make me shine sounds really great. you all should go and listen to it in youtube. its damn nice..omg... she pretty:) lol. i'm very bored now. bored. bored. bored! anyways, enjoy your CNY peeps!
going off. bye:)

i hate you! only know how to scold me loser, useless, hopeless. even if you're my sister, you have no rights to scold me all these. it is not up to you to call me that. you are the rude one first okay. even if i am talking on the phone,you are not supposed to just turn this laptop away from me without my permission. i hate celestin koh. SHE is a wierd. you are the rude one. or throw the house phone at me then dont want to tell me carolyn's on the line . whats the problem with you? you bad mood hit me dont need to say sorry? IHATEYOU! DONT DARE TO BRING VALENTINES DAY PRESENT HOME still need me to smuggle it in. you always forgot who helped you and how different you treat them to your friends. friends=heaven me=hell! CAROLYN TREAT ME BETTER THAN YOU. you dont judge me, hit me or slap me. you hear that? i'm gonna tell mummy. No one is supposed to slap me. mummy will slap you if you slap me.i dont help you then you get angry. stupid!!!! get that mask off your face! i wont help you the next time you ask for help*

*applies to celestine koh zhi ning only.

at least i got something that i do better than you. that is drinking bitter soup/ hahahahahaha. take 15 mins to finish a bowl of bitter soup. i took 1.5 mins. i will not help you to drink bitter soup anymore. hate you, shall leave you to the bitter soup alone. you always make me feel hurt. fisst karyl now you.