went studying at DOWNTOWN EAST, subway. with CAROL, lee ping swen, lee ping, adrian , siang fong. lee ping, adrian & siang fong was supposed to alight at downtown's stop. before they went down to alight at downtown stop, they say they are gonna stalk me, i didn't believe them HAHA. when carol and i alighted at the interchange, i was surprised to see them there, out of the bus waiting for us. they told me once again, they're gonna stalk me, LOL! ok, then they stalk me all they way home. went studying with them @ around 1++pm.

For all the lies you told me, all the cheats that you've done and all the acts, i'll forever be hurt.

HI. ok i know i'm like damn bullshit over this few days, IM GONNA CONCENTRATE ON STUDIES (Y) ok, i fell during training and my bone hurts, i think my bruise on my left wrist is gonna get worse i think. well, everything hurts, lies, lies. good one. i hope you would really turn back and feel mean and guilty someday. ok, enough of you.HAA, training was ok today. Finally, i can play front row properly, and coach said i played well today and my service is constant YEAHHOOO~! ok, lame. anyway, stop lying, feel bad for lying, cheating & pretending ok. stop lying, i know you're lying. ok, if you think pretending that nothing is happening, and you dont feel yourself getting slapped by your own righteousness, there's no way truelove will happen for you. i'm reaching the top of the pit soon, soon enough, i will be standing at the peak again. so, you just sit back and see how i am gonna enjoy the scenery around me.

my tears seep into my heart, learning to let go

hi! ok , lame. nvm. hi it has been tiring and i'm tired to keep everything and well, this is it.

i hope i'll be strong enough, just enough would be enough, i'm not gonna be greedy and ask for more strength anymore, that will only lead to nowhere. which is smth really bad, bcos it shows that you dont have any idea of what you are doing. i think i seriously dont know when to let go and when to hold on. seriously, if you feel happy lying to ppl then go on, go on. amybe someday, you would look back and say : " mann, i prolly lied too much back then. " well, you should know very well if you're lying or not. just f*** off with all your lies ok. i'm trying to get of this "haunted house" like some idiot trying to get out of a bottomless pit. nvm, i shall just wait and see, wait. WAIT, but wait till when? till the storm is over? or till the sun sets? or till i get worn out? its like seriously, what on earth am i doing or trying to do? trying to be a idiot, clinging onto smth that prolly wants me to go away? omg, i dont know, be specific pls. even a geog assignment is better than yours ok, they have 4 digit but yours is like 0 digits, how is ppl gonna know? believe your eyes, all go wrong. follow your heart, all get hurt. for what you wanna hurt yourself? its just like some fool in the middle of the road with incoming traffic waiting to get banged when you can actually make a run and well, that much better than the pain inflicted on you in your heart. end of the day, you would end up being a retarded loner. just like me, a total sucker + loser = me. i should have straightened out my thinking earlier. shitz mann. so end of the day, dont fall into a bottomless pit like me, because no one would be so stupid to fall into the pit to get you up you understand. stop acting, stop. just stop. i will pull through. i know i can. i will, i can.

hold on or let go ?

it has been somehow a fine day for me today.the school closed the gate late, i didnt took my own sweet time to come up to the hall. when i arrived, they alr locked the door and they scolded us for being late.. they themselves weren't being punctual too. for what they want us to be punctual? wee sang the national anthem for like 5 times? coz ppl just dont want to open their mouth and sing. BOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDOBREDBOREDBOREDBOREBDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDBORED.
GOING OFF NOW, TOODLES.

all it takes is just a message.

i had subway for lunch with carol hung just now, at whitesands :) nice and yummy HAHA, lol. and carol read storybook damn slow.. she's so funny HAHA OK LOL. it was a rainy day and was a fine day except the part when geog lesson start... and er.. i was locked outside fron the hall COS i was LATE. OK,IRRELEVANT. then next is science lesson, YAY! we went to the BIO LAB GOT AC, DAMN NICE :) after 1.5hr , its recess time YAY!! followed by math lesson(Y) then TERRIBLE GEOG LESSON STARTS AND ENDS. CME LESSON we were grouped and dunno wat.... my group's name was POWER RANGERS HAHA! kool not? i choose one HAHA! ok, going off now, TOODLES :)

all i need now is your love and your care.

School was pretty great today, in the hall, kang wei was really damn cheeky, he tied rayyan's shoelaces together. so rayyan had to take out his shoes before the national anthem HAHA. carol and i untied it HEHE:) and mdm hayati got kang wei to stand up for the whole assembly HAHA. then miss Farhana asked why kang wei is standing HAHA:) Carol and i was talking almost the whole time HAHA. and Carol damn bullshit in class just now HAHA :P training was really fun HAHA. ok. i block a few balls and i think my recieving at the back much better than the front one lor. and my service all constant alr :) HEHEH. i hope i can serve fierce balls like carolyn KRAB KOH. sian... going off now, goodday mates, toodles :)

I HOPE, I WISHED.

OMG, it getting dull, so is my life, i, basically got no life, HAHA. YES, that what someone like me who has got no life does all day, "i'm someone who has no life." its a emo-happy day yesterday, today is a brand new happy day, yoohoo! i doubt ppl would still come and read my blog HEHE but i'll never lose hope in you though, i mean you. yes you, my blog HAHA! NEVER WILL I FAIL MY TEAM, WHOO HOOYOO~ i think i have no life, i have no brains and i'm gullible. HEY YOU, YES YOU, THE BLOG"ILOVE-REDCHERRY.BLOGSPOT.COM" YOU'RE THE BEST MANN. OH YA, AND KEY BOARD TOO, YOU LET ME WHACK YOU MOST OF THE TIME, HAHA, LOVE YOU KEYBOARD&BLOG :) going off first dude, toodles :)