abandoned or treasured?

hi bloggie, i'm blogging again, yes. today's P.E lesson was damn fun, we played captain's ball, 16-15. then we played base-volley-ball. using our hand as the bat, just like playing volleyball. HAHA :) fun though. i got all the volleyballers to go first to gain points and we got them to hit to the other corner of the court so the fielder will have a hard time to get the ball back and by the time they reach, we would have done a home run because it was far and crowded with people :) YAY. mr teo said that our group is smart, is he indirectly saying that i am smart? <-- OMG, SO BHB! today's training was fine except for my teeny tiny weeny reeny peeny teeny yeeny G-D-I stomachache that comes and goes like wind. :) goodnight, sweetdreams, toodles:)

I need you.

its been quite sometime since i last blogged. During this period of time, many things happened, good and bad, both. seriously, i think and i hope there wont be anymore war after today because i want everything to return to the starting point, where we all were having lots of fun. where talking to mummy was really fun and funny. really. the truth is always hurtful, so just might as well be blind, fair and true. i shall not be feeling anything, shall not know anything, shall not see anything. Goodnight,Sweetdreams. love you all. toodles.

everything is bad. its like wtf?!!! i dont know how to face her but we're still besties. i guess its fate that made us really besties, we bought the same shoes, not knowing that we are buying the same thing and same place, same day, same year! say the same thing ..ok toodles! oh ya, the reason why i blogged, is cos SUM JUN WEI ask me update one. if not i cant be bothered with this blog lor!! and facebook is so addictive! i'm going overseas on the 10th to 17th of june, will not be able to reply to sms and everything:) team nas pls miss me (: and yvonne too!

screwed up.

i practically lay on the bed for 1.5 hrs , thinking about random stuffs. as usual, i screw things up. i.m gonna fail maths again, i feel that i suck in math and everything mann. its like no one at home can help me and when i ask celestine , her model answer is i dont know. she said thay without even looking at the question. if i fail math again, thats it. i'm dead meat. yesterday went swimming with celestine, joy, sweekee, fiona and janee~! its was quite fun, after that we went to just acia's for food. we went home with a bloated stomach. everything is so confusing and its like wth..i cant remember. why are there so much troubles? i always make thing awkward. stupid hui bing. i just hope that i dont screw things up. AGAIN. byezz....

get off my back asshol*. go away! i hate you. you're always laughing at me. bastard, shitface(although i'm one) so what if you're white huh? you never see obama isit? obama blacker than me right? we dont choose how healthy we are, neither do we choose how good we look, bastard. yeah, its a damn freaking funny joke to you, but its damn damn hurtful fact to me. the only bad thing you never say about me is only that i'm skinny. you know why? BECAUSE YOU'RE MUCH FATTER THAN ME, THATS WHY YOU DONT INSULT ME BCOS IM SKINNY. who wants to be black? did i wished that i was black? did i hoped for myself to look like a damn bangali? i dont want to be like this either.if i dont go, you all give me black face and scold me like i killed someone like that, i go, i get hurt more. FML!!! I HAVE MY RIGHTS . I WILL RETALIATE, KARMA WILL PLAY ITS PART. fml, why do you all have to mock at me?

those smiles are not enough to cover your agony.

i lost quite a number of things within a school day. i lost my 20 dollars(concession pass), only primary school card left and some other fucking things. L.I.F.E should be called S.H.I.T since what we do everyday is just wake up, screw things up, eat then finally sleep.

science lab. wee lin hui,
star shaped fish for dinner's soup yesterday.
did this during yesterday's D&T lesson.
the cute side of janeeee! she's on the phone.
little kiddo mei hui :)
xiang rui eating sushi :D
Janeeee and i spammed sushi
GOH KANG WEI. the teacup, is holding his pet rocket under the hot sun.

yvonneeee holding her pet rocket proudly.
carol and my pet rocket. sui bo?
carol and i :D


Sabrina and Shannon.
art lesson on monday.

had a pretty fun day today. i'm so excited abt tomorrow training. :) sec2s are training with us :) yay!mr ronnie goh is like"when you are buying bottle for pet rocket, remember me, big and fat. " i'm starting to love using watercolours:D hehe. i went for night study with celestine and xiang ting. celestine accidentally flipped the fish using the chopsticks and the fish went straight to her collar. haha, i love playing unblock me :D its challenging. bye :) and see ya soon :) celestine is peeking into the comp. hehe.go like my facebook post abt the celstine:) go now! :D hehe.