everything is bad. its like wtf?!!! i dont know how to face her but we're still besties. i guess its fate that made us really besties, we bought the same shoes, not knowing that we are buying the same thing and same place, same day, same year! say the same thing ..ok toodles! oh ya, the reason why i blogged, is cos SUM JUN WEI ask me update one. if not i cant be bothered with this blog lor!! and facebook is so addictive! i'm going overseas on the 10th to 17th of june, will not be able to reply to sms and everything:) team nas pls miss me (: and yvonne too!

screwed up.

i practically lay on the bed for 1.5 hrs , thinking about random stuffs. as usual, i screw things up. i.m gonna fail maths again, i feel that i suck in math and everything mann. its like no one at home can help me and when i ask celestine , her model answer is i dont know. she said thay without even looking at the question. if i fail math again, thats it. i'm dead meat. yesterday went swimming with celestine, joy, sweekee, fiona and janee~! its was quite fun, after that we went to just acia's for food. we went home with a bloated stomach. everything is so confusing and its like wth..i cant remember. why are there so much troubles? i always make thing awkward. stupid hui bing. i just hope that i dont screw things up. AGAIN. byezz....

get off my back asshol*. go away! i hate you. you're always laughing at me. bastard, shitface(although i'm one) so what if you're white huh? you never see obama isit? obama blacker than me right? we dont choose how healthy we are, neither do we choose how good we look, bastard. yeah, its a damn freaking funny joke to you, but its damn damn hurtful fact to me. the only bad thing you never say about me is only that i'm skinny. you know why? BECAUSE YOU'RE MUCH FATTER THAN ME, THATS WHY YOU DONT INSULT ME BCOS IM SKINNY. who wants to be black? did i wished that i was black? did i hoped for myself to look like a damn bangali? i dont want to be like this either.if i dont go, you all give me black face and scold me like i killed someone like that, i go, i get hurt more. FML!!! I HAVE MY RIGHTS . I WILL RETALIATE, KARMA WILL PLAY ITS PART. fml, why do you all have to mock at me?

those smiles are not enough to cover your agony.

i lost quite a number of things within a school day. i lost my 20 dollars(concession pass), only primary school card left and some other fucking things. L.I.F.E should be called S.H.I.T since what we do everyday is just wake up, screw things up, eat then finally sleep.

science lab. wee lin hui,
star shaped fish for dinner's soup yesterday.
did this during yesterday's D&T lesson.
the cute side of janeeee! she's on the phone.
little kiddo mei hui :)
xiang rui eating sushi :D
Janeeee and i spammed sushi
GOH KANG WEI. the teacup, is holding his pet rocket under the hot sun.

yvonneeee holding her pet rocket proudly.
carol and my pet rocket. sui bo?
carol and i :D


Sabrina and Shannon.
art lesson on monday.

had a pretty fun day today. i'm so excited abt tomorrow training. :) sec2s are training with us :) yay!mr ronnie goh is like"when you are buying bottle for pet rocket, remember me, big and fat. " i'm starting to love using watercolours:D hehe. i went for night study with celestine and xiang ting. celestine accidentally flipped the fish using the chopsticks and the fish went straight to her collar. haha, i love playing unblock me :D its challenging. bye :) and see ya soon :) celestine is peeking into the comp. hehe.go like my facebook post abt the celstine:) go now! :D hehe.

the black and can-do-somersault birdie(provided if i jump, then it will do somersault)

the yellow birdie, sings lesser then the black one.

granny cooking dinner!! yummy food is coming!

hi peeps.....i'm pretty sad today :( ..... carolyn cried alot :( in fact, the whole team. i guess this time was probably a time for the team to tell each other that they loved the team and never wanted to leave. all B girls cried when carolyn said:转身离开， 。。。。。。。they started singing that. in my 12 years and 2 months of living on earth, i've never heard my sisters cry like that before. when both of them cried, i dont know which one to hug and comfort ..... they're like standing far away. so most of the time i was like hesitating....ok. stupid me. mei hui , nia , xiang rui and i spent ard 1.5 hrs at subway talking and eating.WELOVESENIORS!AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, ILOVECAROLYN&CELESTINE!!

today had a great lunch with carol hung me on the wall and her mom. we ate at just acia's the food is pretty great! (Y) i put the strawberry ice cream into the root beer float lol. ok. stupid. mom dont allow me to go to the love event at cornerstone:( bored....so far everything's fine except for the ***yl thing with jona. yvonne cheer up. i know i wont be able to help much, but i just want to say CHEER UP! you will do it better next time round. :)


i know its going to be a tough war for myself but, i will hold on.
hui wen:
thanks for helping me with lots of things :D i cant list all out. :( cos you're so nice!!they whom scolds you and bitches about you behind your back are not true to you.
perlyn: hi pretty! thanks for setting all the nice balls for me during training, when we're playing with hui wen and kah wai or ping swen or carol. your spikes are damn nice!
ping swen: hi gay! GAY= caring teammates. you're so nice too peeps around you who treats you badly. thanks for helping me, comforting me. :)
carol hung me on the wall: hey ca-wow! thanks for doing all the stupidest things on earth with me. you rock buddy!!
yvonne am boredd: hey apple! cheer up . thanks for doing the stupidest things on earth with me too :) you are so nice:) dont care abt ***yl.
cheryl-ann:hey libero! thanks for playing the stupid cheque thing with me. oh ya, also the airline one. lol.
kahwai: i got nothing to say to you but thanks for keeping the smile on your face even when you're sad.
mei hui, xiang rui, nia, wen yi,tian xin: you guys are the best seniors! you all help me with things like how to jump higher, ask me if training is ok, whether my spiking is ok, help me with volleyball. you guys rawk mann!
(names are not in order)

HUI BING LOVES TEAM NGEE ANN 2010!!
er, i love NGEE ANN SEC TOO!