this is lauren(a few months ago)

haha,melinda. i got your pic up here(:

Hi blog! i'm half hyper today(:
lets talk abt monday:
at around 12.00, i received a call frm the airport, guess wht?its one of my fav. cousins! she( i call her jiejie) was in singapore along with her daughter,lauren and her husband,mario and her husband's nephew, leslie..(: i was so happy that i keep on thinking of lauren! she so cute :p. i was like thinking who can the fourth person thats coming here be? ah,its leslie. he's older then be by 1 year. the worst part, jiejie made me shake hand with him.....jieijie asked me if i wanted to go orchard with them. i said yes without hesitation cos i could play with lauren.
me: lauren, how's suster(the babysitter)?
lauren: very bad cos she still digs her nose.
me:then auntie fitri(the maid)?
lauren:also very bad cos sitll digging nose.
me:auntie rumi(the maid)
lauren:also digs the nose.
both of us giggling. lol.
on the car,
lauren:leslie korkor, wht you doing?
leslie:*smile*
i was sitting at the back and laughing ,lol.
while jiejie and mario korkor was buying some clothes or rather jackets, me and lauren walk around.
we got bored after walking around, we went to find leslie.
me:hello why you so quiet?
leslie:*smiles*
i was like thinking got so hard to talk meh?
then,
lauren:yiyi hui bing, what is this kimmidoll's name?
me:miuchi!(:
lauren: how you knw?
me:there! (pointing to the name printed on the book)
both:*giggles*
then we went to ION, lauren dozed off in the stroller..lol.
we went to borders at wheellock place.
jiejie and korkor went to walk around while me and leslie wanted to read books, so we went borders.
i was like walking behind leslie then he suddenly turn and say
leslie:so, wat you want to read?
me: i dont know?
leslie:*smiles*
i was like thinking, you finally talk!lol.
jiejie can and scared me....:P
leslie also kena shocked.
we headed to TANGS...
we went home for our dinner....
-END-
tuesday:
NOTHING(:
wednesday:
i had a bad day!
i missed the bus.
i had a slow flu.
i was awakened by my two sisters that have their own bed.
they came and squeezed me...one on the left, one on the right...:P
i was like... why you always come and squeeze with me?
is my bed that comfortable?
.................................................
its ZZZzzzZZZzzz time now! bye!!(:

Hey, its been a long time since i last posted right?
Anyways, i just wrote a poem(:( with rabbit ears )
It reflects the feelings that i bottled the last few days.
Its not meant for anybody close to me EG. friends , family etc.

Here it goes:


Lies, the worst thing on earth.


You who knew very well what hurts me most,yet you delibrately did it.
Friends, not anymore.
In my heart,
I trusted you,
i believed you.
You dissapointed me once again.
don't you feel guilty?
No, i forgotten, you're cold blooded.
Manners, do they give a damn?
Yes, but not anymore.
Accidentaly brushed against me,
don't you ought to say sorry?
Seconds seemed like hours to me.
Minutes seemed like seconds to you who are having fun.
You made me trust you,
but it was all an ploy.
You blow hot and cold at me,
I tried not to care,
but i failed.
You treated me as a substitute,
I didn't care.
To think that you treat me well,
well, that was one of my foolish thinkings.
you don't give a shit about it.
Okay,我okay 的。
够了，够了，
I had enough of all these bullshit crap.
I'm really tired of all these.


Hope those who had this kind of feeling this few days will let the person whom is giving this kind of feeling know. (:
Was it a good one? Tell me in my tagbox(:

and i went to tamp 1 and tm a few weeks ago with sammi(teo).

rewinding!!!!

yesterdy,me and bao yu was talking on the phone while we made our way to school. Before we'd even leave the house, she said "Hui Bing, you wait arh i forgot to take something." then i also forget..lol.So i went home t take whatever i had left out. When i got down from the bus, the first thing i saw is Bao Yu!! She's eating her KAYA waffle!! Bao Yu , are you pissed off by me? If you are , kindly tell me. I'll stop my nonsense(: nand a few days before, i made popcorn!!

Hi, i went cycling with sara koh and melinda today. It was definitely tiring but it was worth it(: we took pictures but i think the laptop's bluetooth isn't working right now. melinda keep on saying that she 'zi lian' so decided to call her 'zi lian' but she keep on defending herself..lol. okay she call me super tanned banana. then i was like WTH ??? i dont like bananas! i ask her why then she said because she liked the red banana that i have at home....i gave her the -.- face.......we wrote alot of things on the paper then we cycled to pasir ris park and buried it in the sand... she keep on taking pic lor.. she redraw tha heart shape alot of times haha... i think melinda and sara really like to cycle on the grass cos they keep on cycling on the grass lor. then melinda said hui bing, take two stones then throw one stone for the hatred then the other is for love, then she say throw the first one! it was quite far....about7m away from us. then the love one, i threw about alittle more than the hatred one. all of us laughing!!!and i fed the pony(:

hey!

Hey! i went to tampines1 just now.. During the compo class, Hin Wa, Chun Hui and Ivan damn funny lors.
Hin Wa: teacher, can dont do the comprehension anot?
Teacher: NO!
Hin Wa: teacher can bring home anot?->speaks in chinese. cos later bring home don't need to do and teacher wont ask again.->speaks in english.
Teacher:i can understand okay...

Ivan: teacher, can do MCQ only right?
teacher:(SILENCE)
Ivan:silence means consent.
Teacher: no!

Chun hui: teacher i dont know how to do leh.
Teacher:try lah.
Chun hui: can go home and do anot? go home and to the work will be better leh.
Teacher:ya, thework will be better, never come back marh. i dont need to mark.

Hin Wa:老师 ，那个问题说， 读了这篇文章，你有什么感想？可以写， 读了这篇文章，我没有感想吗？
老师：如果你觉得小六离校会考，考官会给你答对那题，那你就写吧。



I went to this dining restaurant, dian xiao er，店小二. The food there was yummy!!!! You guys should try when you're there.

today....

Today during chinese class, when 于老师 was doing the comprehension correction, chun hui got don't know what problem with the paper then he went to 于老师's table. Then zu en there, chun hui keep on calling 于老师. i forgot what he say, but whatever he said was damn funny!!!(to be continued some other day)

lonely best describes me and my feelings now.

It sure has been a long time since i last 'care' for my blog.During this days, i felt somthing that i've never felt before. Worrying for my prelims, i told myself its up to you whether you want to fail your mummy's expectations. I finally made up my mind the study and revise for science and math for 30mins at least everyday. As days goes further, my worries increased too. Will my best friends treat me as some irratating air surrounding them? Should i believe my eyes? Is it worth me worrying about my best friends? Are my closest friend going to hear my troubles? Perhaps no, they're probably having fun everyday within the three of them. If you happen to ask me why am i so moody the past few days, this is my answer. Does the problem lies in me? Are they really going to lend me their ear? Thanks to yi hui, i'm feeling much better. Why do they leave me out when they're having fun? Why do they have to leave me alone? Will i find a true friend? I've already tried my best to change already right? I scream less nowadays right? Can they share my troubles with them, can they lift the burden that i'm carrying now? Can i survive through this trap that my best friend has left for me?How can our friendship change within a short 4 month? 可能是我自己出了问题。。怎么没一个好朋友了解我？？也许我应该检讨我自己。。。
[with troubles,questions and doubts]