im bored. i wna go somewhere else.

stupid cough.

arrgh i srsly cannot take it anymore. yes, i know, no one asked me to take it. serves me just right.

but still, i need to do smth abt it! c'mon!

falling apart.

yes, just as the tittle, our team is falling apart.

c'mon, we cant afford to fall apart now. not now.

please. i dont know if any of you are reading my blog, but i'll just write.

team, what exactly is the meaning of this word?

i cant seem to find out anymore.

its just another 4 alphabet letter.

yet, its so hard to find out the meaning of it.

the moment we fall out, our opponent would have won half of the battle alr.

all of us are at fault, including me.

what did we do?

we failed to stop all these.

please i'll just ask for one thing. just one.

i want back the happy team. the one that everyone got along well.

no masks, no quarrels only harmony.

no hiding too.

i want to end this post with something.

i love this team no matter what happens.

trust me.

i'll get this team together again.

and i'll never let it fall apart again.

i love this team and i always will.

your #1.

geeeeeezly bad.

i have lots of things on my mind now.

what exactly am i to you?

a person to talk to when you're bored?

no wait, i feel tired from all these. i hope i go into a coma and forget abt everything.

I feel like some irritating girl, pestering you guys for food that you guys wanna eat.

All i wanted was all of us to be happy. just that. i'm afraid of screwing things up again and again.

i'm not trying to push the blame to anyone here. i'm just sharing my thoughts.

EOYs are over and i dont feel happy and i dont find a need to be happy anymore.

i dont find a reason to too. prolly its just me.

yeah hb is a sucker, oh yea, i know.

i just wanted to make sure things turn out well.

yet, why am i feeling so much now?

what is this mann.

ppl fretting over EOYs, math paper and everything else, here i am, fretting about fun, chalet, BBQ. what the heck are you doing.

i dont know.

why am i doing all these when nobody actually thought of doing it in the first place?

hell yeah, cos you're just another stupid kid.

and people just see through you.

unfortunately, those that are able to see through you failed to this time round.

northy peltty

does miracle happen? i doubt so.

if it does, prove it

i'm gonna make a wish now.

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done. miracles do happen right? hopefully it does.

anyway, i know my english sucks. but oh well, who cares ?

this is my blog, i use english oh no wait, maybe singlish
i do it my way. the only place. only quiet place.

kill me pls. i dont want to live anymore, i'm just like a burden you know, a burden.

wadddddtheheck is thisssss?!?!?!??!

pissed much

damn this blogger's template thing.

i cant seem to change the skin.

idk why, it used to work you know.

haiiii. nvm shall go and watch my drama. : )

i dont understand why ppl living with me dont understand me as much as how my bestfriend understands me. take carol for example, she understands me, she knows what i'm up to, help me even before i ask her for help. what is this.. i know i have no rights to ask for a better idk but i just want you guys to understand me, dont force me, dont kp here kp there to your GDI mahjong friends about how defiant i am. but i'm not, i'm just trying to tell you all that i dont want to eat now, dont force me, dont leave me with no choice, but to come home late everyday. how the heck on earth you expect me to be happy when your like forcing me, i dont want dinner before 8, just leave me alone. i know you meant well but i sumpa i dont want. i will eat when i know and when i want ok. please dont force me to not come home for dinner. i still love you all. i still. i just dont like it and hate it when you all force me to eat dinner before 8 or when i dont want to. i'm starting to hate this world. (not my mom or sis)

TO YOU( not related to me) :

when i grow up, become filthy rich, you better watch out k. i'm gonna take the same job as you, i;m going to make sure you;re under me, and i'm gonna scream my lungs out at you. that job is always my dream job, and now, i can treat it as a goal and i dream how awesome. you just wait. nothing is impossible, i'm gonna treat you like some dog k. wait ah.

tiredddddddd shit

suuuuup peeple.

i realised smth. for the whole of this bloody tiring week, i slept at 1++ almost every night, except for somenights that i never slept at all. like seriously, sleep at 1, sis call and call and call at 2, 3 woke up to do smth, 4 woke up to open house door for sis, 5 awaken by someone opening the door, 6 granny woke me up cos she think i'm staring school at 750 , 7 woke up, school,

ended up coming home at like 3 plus. use comp to do revision and drama, sleep at 6 plus. wake up at 7 kena forced to have dinner. -_- 8 use comp blog abt geog and math, studied at 11 till 1++ then sleep.

this is the cycle.

next day everything happens again. -_-

till today, i'm gonna nap till 9 plus idc mann.

do whatever you want to wake me up , there's no way i'm waking up before 9 pm k.

i'm not gonna be the toy anymore mann,

3 papers down, 3 papers up i guess.

c'mon.

yesssssss trainings gonna start soon after the bloody GDI papers are down whoooooooopoooooie

Keep believing

Hello peeeeeeeople. : )

i'm here again. after posting two bigggg post.

on two different blogs.

mathsy-math.blogspot.com

geoggy-geography.blogspot.com

both are for my revision notes : )

ok lol. i think nobody's reading my blog now. -_- <--tired haaiii

why you all ask me to organise then you all dont want to be serious?

always leave the things to me to do.

then i'm like flooded with things to do everyday.

but nvm, i asked for it.

serves you right, huibing.

damn this world.

damn this.

k bye.

beancurddddddd!

last bowl of BEANCURD alr!

mom bought like 8 bowls the day before and now its poof! HAHAHAHAHA. i'm still using the comp. lol -.-!!!! HEHEHEHEH.

I LOVE BEANCURDS FROM KALLANG! HAHAHA BETTER THAN THOSE IN ROCHOR. -_- <--TIRED NOW. LOL. GOING OFF BYEBYE!^^

ENCHANTED DREAMS

hello peeple! went to school.. boring as usual. reading period sf and jw keep on tickling me -.-! pissed and whacked them real hard. mdm hayati came and asked why did i hit them LOL. i told her cos they keep on tickling me. HAHA. lp know my weakness now, i gotta be on my guard mann. if not i'm in deep shit. HAIIII. boring. i cannot take it anymore. pls dont confuse me . i need to stop confusing myself. HAII.e

my dreamland yet.

so i'm here. on the comp. cos i cant sleep! -__- haii tired face.

i dont want any false hopes you know. And i'd rather you dont talk to me if you dont want to reply properly. lol. wtheck am i trying to do here? convey the message? ok , nvm . i'm just another dumbass, LOL.

whippie.

Sup people . i doubt anyone's gonna read my blog now. haii . . . but nvm. i miss those days, eating whipped cream with ice cream. i know i'm weird but oh well, i'm weird gal 97 as what terence called me. HAHA. i got a letter from my niece in jakarta! kool & kyoot right?and the funny part is she didnt allow anyone to see/peek/read it except for me. HEHE, she's a kyoot little funny kid. so here i am, blogging and showing you the letter. i feel so bastrad la, everyone's like studying and revising. come on hui bing, just go and revise. is it that hard? i give up mann, i give up revising upon seeing my untidy handwriting HAHA, and i WRITE like a BOY! -.-

days pass like some missile. damn FAST OK. haii. what can i do? STUDY STUDY STUDY!!! but before that, i shall eat some "tau huey" or beancurd (from kallang) <-- BEST BEANCURD EVER!! first. ^^ happykid 97 eating food again! : )

shitz i shouldnt have watched ep 12 of volleyball lover. make me more sad only. wle. : ( sad only!!! i'm gonna watch the love river now . toodlessssssssss.